fck bloogr!!
i jus typed a whle lot of tings and its gone!
i hate tis!
spoilt my mood!


gonnaa update soon!

you will never be replaced ;
4:02 PM

fertslyyyyy....

HAPPY BURFDAYYY LULU AND KAK AYAN!!!!
to my darling sis..who always have been there for me..i love yuuu...im reallii glad to hv u here in my lyf..despite the arguments and fights..i love her lar cnn..i wish u all the sucess in the wrld and gd luck wif u and dee in the future..i love love u!!!


and to kak ayan..i love my crazee cuzzyy larr..giler and no shame and lovelyy..whooooo!!!
sorry i cnt update ur pic argghh kak yan!!

den its me and themmmm...

for two belossss tdy..me beloved darling sistaerrr and my sweetieee lovelyy cuzzyyy.. me love themmmm..and todayy..is lyk these two belos burfadyyyy..whheeeweeet!!
ystrdy i went to tm wif dear to get a burfdy presyy for sister..got her a necklace..hope u looikkee it...

tdyy myt not be too happy for sis..coz of a mishapp...i send my condolance to the family of dee's..take care deee..

anyway..my raye was loiikkkee niceeeeee...even if i had lyk soo little green pakct..not tht im complaining..just stating a fct..i still lykkkk...fesrst i had a realli hard tym managing my hair but it looked nice at the end lar..hahaha..i tink i qualify as preety cnn??wkakakakaa...i kno i perasan..bt yeahh..wateva cnn...
familyyy potrait...




ermm..yeahh..lastlyy he wanted me to post on hw much i love himm..
so heree...its been 5 mths plus and still countingg..and im still loving him..the oni diff is tt i love him more..he always try to make me happy evn if i cnt see it at tyms wen im angry wif him..but i still kno tht wen he does things,he is always having me at his best intrest.tht is wad sets him aprt frm all the othr guys tht i eva known.i cn count on him to make me happy wen im sad and give me the attention i need.and sometimes i do fail to see all this and thts my mistake.eithr thn tht im glad to have him by my side.to kno tht he'd always be there for me.the one guy tht i really adore.tht nvr fails to cheer me up.i love my sweet lil devil who stole my heart.
i love my only one busook darling of mine. i love love love himm lar cnn

ouhh yyeahhh..dear bought me a earliee bufday pressyy..it a bracelet..tnks B..love u..

i oni wnted simplicity.i gt more tho.and not tht i hate.it just need a little geeting use to!


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
ps ppl:3 more daysssssss!!

you will never be replaced ;
2:59 PM

C'MAT 'ARI RAYER!!!!!
whooo..hari raye is here..is now..is today..is lyk wow larr..hahahaha..actually i cnt wait for the vistings..the meeting faces tht u lng missed..seeing smiles everywhere..wearing ur newly bought outfits..*and im soo lucky to have mine by tdy*..hais..and ouhhh..the glam..the new evryting on u..hiashhh...and finally the new poket money tht u'd receive..at least as a child..and now since im grwing older by the day i cnt afford to not miss the chance when i get the money!!coz soon enf i wnt be getting any..and aso the forgiving by evry party..ouhh raye is finally here..wow..and soon..in afew hrs tym i'd be in my new kebaya..going to granny's in granny's..wlking ard..having loads of poket money..not to frgt the tears too..awww...
and what a day it has been for me..the eve of raya tis yr was spnt rathr well wif my beloved.aftr the lng and draggy ferst day of schl i meet up wif dear and we spnt our nite at the streets of geylang walking ard the bazzar..ouhh just the two of us.i wanna thnk him coz he paid for my inai today..u kno the henna on the hand tht ppl oways put eps for weedings thigy..den he insisted tht he wanted to buy me sumting but i was reluctnt but thnkz anyway for offering dear.. to tell u the truth..i just cldnt get enf of him today..honest..wen i saw him,it was just the 2 of us.fun.enjoyed.laughed.loved.den i insited tht he sent me all the way to ct hall mrt which was veri painful for him coz frm payar lebar he has to go to ct hall den bck to payar lebar den to pasir ris..but he did it.and in the train i insist on msgng him even wen we jus met.and wen i got hm,i called him at midinte to wish him hari raye and ask for frgiveness and stuff.finaally i saw him online i directly apprch him agn..aww..he's lyk magnt tdy..i jus dunno y..but nvrtheless..i love love love love love him lar cnn..hahaha..
anyway..mom and dad are discussin nw to go geylang..and ouhhh..i jus retund hm..and im thinking shld i go..wished hari raye to my parents too jus now b4 i called dear..haishh...

now..to evryone...SELAMAT HAI RAYE TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE!!!!!esp ..to evyone tht knos me.. i heart u all..sorrryy for all the mistakes tht i ever made or am going to make..some unfrgiving ones but u mus forgive me..hahaha..if i brk a heart or if i made any mistakes..to all..if im wrng or i wrngd u..it wasnt on purpose..lets move on..hahaha..and sooryy coz im not msging any hari raye msges tis yr.hahaa..so all is here..to evryone tht knos me.. fima mohon apun dan maaf atas segale dosa zahir dan batin fima.hope u all hv a gr8 hari raye tis yr..love u all..love family.love frens.love fadz.

and pppl pls..5 more days..!!!

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
cmat ari rayerrr!!

you will never be replaced ;
3:57 PM

happy deepavalii to all..
so tdy for the frst tym i celebrate deepavali..did i?i dunnnoo..ermm..we-me,dear,priya,k,leon,dominic,ashwin were all at mato's hse..we played the fire stick thingyy and the guys threw the bomb thingyy tht was veri veri noisyy and i love the adorable lil girl tht was mato's family frens daughtr i tink..she was soo adorable wif her dimple and all.and her english is dymm good for a 5 yr old..aww..i was sooo loving the sight of her angelic face.den we ate the food..which was nice..it was kinndaa nice to try some new food and ouhh love the cheessee thingyy..and den ard 10 plus me, dear and k went bck to payar lebar to meet my sis which supposly i thought i was going hm wif her..bt shant dwell too much on tht..and i caught the last train hm.and nw..soon id be lying dwn on my cozy bed..aftr im done wif blooging and bathing tht is..
anyway..my fon is a gonerr..honestlyy..i hate it..i mean..i dunno..try living w/o a fon for one day and u'd feel lyk u have lost a part of ur lyf lar.and aiyoohh..lyk u've missed out on alot on the outside wrld..evn wen nuting much is actualli going ard..u just feel tht way..i tink tht wen i gat my raye money..which wnt be alot...coz im schlingg..i shall save sum and shall buy me a new fon.i reckon tht when i get a new fon wif my own money i'd feel the pain and id realize hw important it is for me to take care of my new fon.yeahh..but honestly it doesnt wrk..coz i rembr tthere was once i chipp in my own money for a new fon but i ended up spoiling it..wakakaka

fnysh tht all...
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ireallythoughtaboutitandirealliamsoverisooythtispoilturnitetdy.
iadmitthtitwasallmymistakeandiappologizetoyou.iloveyou



so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
ps:7 more days

you will never be replaced ;
4:26 PM

ermmm..my fon is spoilt tdy..tis is lyk d 5th or 6th fon for me..i DUN HAVE ANYONE TO BLAME..even if partly was coz of himm..wakakaka*evil laughs*jus kidd dear.i still love u...haishhh.. i dunno maybe hps and me are not fated to be tght ..and tht makes me think mayb i shld get u kno..thoes little mini hand computer tingyy..which is p.d.a i tink..or O2..or sumting lyk tt..im dumb wen it comes to electornic stuff lar eh..i guess u cn just tell by judging the no of fons tht i cn nvr take good care off..hahaha..
anyway..3 days bck..dear came ovr was suppose to help clean but abit oni den wtch dvd..spent the past days cleaning my rm aftr tt..and tdy..went to schl to do up DT notice brd..but still i dun tink we did tht much of a job..but i must say tht wen its ready id prefer it more thn the previouS oneS..hehee..
anyway..as usuall..evry yr w/o fail..i'd celebrate hari raye ferst b4 anyone..if u kno wad i mean..YEAh for me..but lyk no larrrr..haishhh..arhhhggg..the cramps..the back ache..the spinns..the so much pain..the "i-dun-wanna-get-out-of-bed-but-i-have-to" feeling..the smell..the pimples..the bloat..hiashh..u dun wanna be a girl at tis point of tym..it shuuchhkkxxx!!

and for the ppl crving to wtch a romance shw..i recomnd an indonesia flim..HEART...i wtch.i lyke.i cried.i love.haissss...the sacrifice made for love...hiashhhh..and the theme sng is lyk nice aso lar..lyk top im singapore's malay radio station..asides frm the raye sngs larr..hahaha

and lastlyyy..i heart alot of ppl.im missing my sec frens..schls re-opning..my time table shuchkx..cnt wait for raye money ...

and ouhhh...ryt as off now...oni 8 days left to my BIG DAY!!!!..i wan pressyyy..if u kno wad i meann



and i love fadzley..
i mus say..if not he angry!!whahahha..

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
4:33 PM

2 days have passed since the end of megus luna..the shw..as many said was a gr8 one and i'd lyk to thnk all the audience hu came to supprt..whahaha..we got a full hse and yeah..at the end of it i did become a man.hahaha..wif thick and ugly make up tht is..trust me it wasnt a preety sight.hahahaa..and now my face is soo spoilt..im strting to have a breakout of pimples..arghhh..im nvr goona share make up..coz i frgt i have SENSITIVE skin...oukkk...now...bck to MG2..fun fun fun larr..kinnda miss production week here and there..wakakaa...id love to say tht i love my grp..3 wishes and hidayah..tnks biatccchh..hahahahahah..me love MG...i tink if u wan to kno hw the shw went..u cld ask me urslf..i lazee to post.wkakakakaa
nxt i finaaly change my blogskin..tnks to my darling sistaaaa..hahahhaha..soooo..yeaaa

ouhh yarr..13 more days to my big day!!!!wakakkaa


so till den
wif loads of heats
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
12:36 PM

"dont mess wif my man!!"..
whoo i tell u..ive always wanted to say tht..and now i guess its the ryt tym to say..at least in my blog arhhgg...

k ferstlyy..ive been bz wif DT upcoming production..whoo..which seriouzlii i dunt tink im tht up to it yet..will blog abt it wen the shw end..wish me luckk..
so secondly..i'd lyk to say tt i LOVE my guy lar cnn?if anyone .seriouzlii, anyone dun tink tts ryt..i tink tht they shld tell me off larr..wkakaka..fadz and me are a new couple..and tht i admit.we are tghr lyk wad?oni for 5 mths plus lar now..but we've come a long way..and i know tht tht is true.and i also know tht we really do love and adore one anthr.so if in any case there were to be a third party or just some distrction sumwhere, dun blame me if i turn ugly and suddenly become a bitch abt it.coz ferstly i love him..lyk durhh larr..evryone tht knows and RESPECTS me as his girlfren wld kno lar ehh..and secondly i dun wanna loose him..to anyone..double durhh..and so yarhh..dont mess wif my man..coz tings just myt get ugly.. ~wakakakakak*evil laugh!!*
and den..lastly..dnt cross the line wif me..as mention earlier..i cn be a bytch for such tings and i'd nvr regret doing anytingg tht i am soo capable of doingg..wakakaka..i bet fadz knoz tiss..

to end tings off..
I LOVE FADZLEY LAR CNNN??!!!

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
wakakakakakaka!!

you will never be replaced ;
4:02 PM

i love love himm..so ystrdy was our 5th mth anni..whooshh..and there..us agn!!!

i stole tis frm his blogg..*shweet* ..i loveee

so it was fasting mth and we had basically nuting to do.we went to bugis.well i was suppose to meet my drama frens to buy some stuff for our prpos and costumes but in the end we didnt go coz some of us cldnt make it.and dear aso fysh wrk earliee so we met at 3..den we slckd ard and played crds..and went to bugis bazaarr..which was lyk blergghhh..and we went to break our fast at ljs..sweet..d day was jus sweet.fun at sum point.and relli nuting to do at summ bt i enjoyed.dear surprised me wif 2 gifts..one baby pooh speaker and one flower+bear..haha.cute..and me?i oni jus bought him a bracelet..plus tt was last min larr..haizz..i felt bad the whl day..hahaha..so yar..sorry dearr tht i din get u anytingg..hope u lyk the bracelet.hahaha..i love LOVE him lar cnn..5 mths just passed tht fast.the tym we spent togthr realli did make us a stngr couple.made us closer and made me love him more..tnks dear..for evryting uve done and for all tht we've shared.yes..no onee cn love me d way u do!!totally adore u!!he was totally adorable ystrdy.and he wore sumting smrt just for me..oouhh..love tht look on him..hahaa..cn i just stare at him and do nuting eles??wakakaka..
ouhh..i love my fringe tht day!!

so tdy had drama.tht belo fnysh wrk earliee bt nvr tell me.instead he surprised me when he came earliee for drama...hahaa..so tdy session was mre meaningful.and was practicaalyy dymm tired tdy..so den we broke fast at techno and then went hm..wooshhh!!drama drama drama..production is in a weeks tym and my bday is lyk in 25 days mre..hahahahaha...
asides all tht..im realli happy for a best fren of mine..for her found one..hahahah..take care gurl..and dun do anyting at the spur of a moment!!

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:43 PM

id lyk to say it very2 clearlyy...thee cartoon tht was made for fadzleyy..was MADE or CREATED by me at this website tht mel passed me..so dun say tt i copied it or wadeva ok..it was CREATED!!ok..im glad i hv stated tht clearlyy..wakakakaa!!its pointless i kno..haizz..im still very very lazee to compile all my pictures together to post them in the bloggg..soo..tht will be furthr postpone..hahahaha..
so tdy i had rehersal..gt realli restless ard the aftrnoon..and ouhh yarr..speaking of drama..haizz..i ad a nightmare..goshh..its lyk i dunno lar..i hv to cross dress and be a guy.not only tht i have to be a prince..so i studied hw to be a guy ferst and trust me..despiteee all tht i still come acrss as feminine..so i ltr decied to stdy abt hw prince behave and stuff lyk tt..so u kno..i could walk the talk and talk the walk at the same tym..*am i making any sense??..nvrmind*soo..i wtchd dvds tht has priince appearing..stories such as ella enchanted..evr aftr...agn and agn..and finaalyy..when i got to sleepp..i had a nightmare..where all the queens and the stepmother and all thoes royal ppl were scldng me..teeling me tht i nt man enf and stuff lyk tt.haizz..pitty me man..i hv to be a prince..a well groomed one by nxt saturday,14 octobr..for the shw..wish me luckk..
so aftr drama..went to breakfast very2 late readi wif dear and the drama peeps..such an intense conversation they had on vegetarian ppl..sort of remind me of me wen im in an such a convrsation.hahaha.cute.den went to buy bubble tea wif dear..my god..ive been craving for bubble tea for ages..and wen i finnally bought one.it just sux!!haizz..coz the shps tht i usually buy are closed..soo..my last option..haisshhh..soo den i went hm..

putting tht aside..currently i hv 19 more minss left to a special day wiff himm..and also 25 more days to my big day..hahahahaa..


so till den
wif loasd of hearts
fima darlinGg..
howlehhwadtogiveuhee!

you will never be replaced ;
2:41 PM

tody is lyk..wth larr
i got hit by a crazee man in the bus and i tell u i hated it..i had to keep reminding myslf tht i was fasting and trust me..tht wasnt tt easy..see..i was on bue 15 wif hinna otw to safra bus stp when suddenly i felt a thump on my back as i was talking.and i tell u..it wasnt a preety sight..some ppl in the bus were practically staring at me..wating for me to do sumtingg..while i was there just claming myslf dwn..and hinna calming me dwn..

hiazz..wif tht saidd...i'd lyk to adress the othr prt of my entyr to him.. ferstlyyy... id lyk to say..hw cn u say tt my enrty is boringg..wen i nvr wryt abt u..idiot u..
and u kno wad..i did a test and guess wad...it said..

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

you will never be replaced ;
2:08 PM

ferstlii..im soo lazee to post any pic tdy..wld be doing tt soonn..wakaka..but my hand is soo itchingg to update my bloggy..!!..even wen i have absolutly nuting to say...hahahaa
so..its monday..2nd october..and its lyk..27 days to go..*to my big day*hahaha..whoo.cnt wait.hahahhaa
so..i went to geylang bazzar for two days straight and i haven bought anytingg at all.nuting , i repeat NOTING seems to have caught my attention..even if there is ..its juz wayy beyondddd..ermmm...so i haven bought anyting for raye tis yrr..and boy i dun tink i hv much tym left..hahaha..i tink id leave to my mom to decide on wad she wans coz she says tt im too "cerewet" larr..
anyway..id be bz wif the upcuming drama production which i hv loaddss to wrk on.tml will be meeting my drama peeps..and will be watching ever aftr to look at the characthr and stuff lyk tht..and hv our rehersal too..blerrghh..
ouhhhh...i wanna say..ive been doing alot of this bloggthingss..the quizess..i luurrrvveee doing em..but i lazee to post them lar but i'd post one....

You Are Jennifer Aniston

Girl next door with a free spirit. You're low key and naturally sexy. Sweet and approachable, people are attracted to your upbeat attitude. And even when life doesn't go your way, you always eventually turn things around.

you will never be replaced ;
1:07 PM