i kept readin my june 27 post.love tht.
tagg repliessss..aftr so longg

K: HI fifi... like your JUNE 17th post. very insightful. Very true. Look after yourself.. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!!
fmaaaa:tnkzzz K.ure beautiful tooo.haha.just my thought wonderingg ard

mel: hey fima...contact me when free ok? got things to tell eu...=)
fimaaa:hahaha..okkk...

luluuuu =): nie apasal nie uh? buat tenang ahrr..majok jerr..
fimaaa:well.wad to do.gt ups and dwns.was down.now i guess okk

the guys: hey..will u ever talk to us again? we know we're wrong and we apologise.. We're sorri.. pls.. forgive us..
fimaaa:i kno ur sorryy..apology accepted.hahah.love u bros.

Nadira: *screams* FIMAAAAAA!!! hehehe... *hops about* take care.. *waves and somersaults*
fimaaa:*screams*..NAD!!!!!!!!hehee..kinndaa miss production.dnt u.*waves back and do jumping jets*hahaha..need too losse weight mahh!

fahmi: ...1.why did u post it 3 times? 2.after readinf thrice, i still dont understand! 3.cheer up! there's always a next time!!!
fimaaa:cuzzyyy..haha.1.schl comp siao. 2.its a secret i wnt tell u. 3.im better now.tnkz for the concern.wheee~

eelo: Hey babe..i dun really understand ur post..but cheer up aight! U seem angry..dun be aight! Love u!
fimaaa:hey babe.haha.im fine now.tnkz babe.miss u load.love u.wen to take certtt???

mel: hey...know u are feeling down...coz u are writing poems again...cheer up ok? no matter wat i'll be here for eu!!! *show tt wonderful smile* love eu!!!
fimaaa:heyy.i kno u feel dwn too.gd luck ok.poems?isnt it gooddd tht i wyt?hahaha..love u too..*shw a verii lovable smile*..EEEEEeeee

kannan: daddy black? wat a name!!!! haiz trust rainbow to come up wif such stuff.
fimaaa:kannan!!!well.rainbow .wad u xpect.hahaha.tnkx kannan..


seriouzly.i din kno i have repely tagss in a while.wheeee~

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg~
tdy boring dayyy.
i mean ysrtdy.

you will never be replaced ;
3:44 PM

smiles and laughter.tears and cries.lyfs a roller coaster ride.either u hang on to it and nvr give up or u just let it go and die dwn.tis is ur lyf.u take cntrl of it no one eles.gt on ur feet bck up and shw the wrd wad ur made off.

so tdy..

smiles.at ferst wasnt larr.haizz.

many ppl made up the losses tdy.love it.

hinna and rainbw.difference put aside.love ech of them.

the guys.gt to hang out agn.at last.smiles and laughtr.love them all.

the peeps who were thr all alng.tnks.sisterr.kannan.hid.mel.eelo.fahmy 2?love all of u.

fadzley.u jus make me go crazee.ok met by chance at ferst.den we plannd to meet.go eat.went to changi airport.then he snt me hm.so.yeah.we cleared up.love love love love love him.

*just for him*
hiazzz.u kno nw wads in my heart.u kno nw wad i wan.im sorry for wad happened.sharing is wad we'll do now.haaa.i need u moree too now.i need u soo much.wad the future holds for us,rmbr ur promise to me.and yes u kno it too.no matter wad happens.kno tht i love u.tnks.


so till den.
wif loads of hertsss
fima darlinGg.
ps:...at last a better dayyyyy...

you will never be replaced ;
3:10 PM

you will never be replaced ;
1:27 PM

no u dinnnn...seee....but wadevr ryt.u sld have msged her or so.she in my class u kno.why din u ask her?so hard isit?.its nt tht simple as u tink it is.u din make any atempt at all.blame it on my stupid luck den coz of my stupid fon.blame it on me.yesahh..maybe i was wrg but i nvr saw itst.
stop.rewind.play.
if lyfs tht simple


evenifidietoniteitwldbotheranyone.

you will never be replaced ;
5:19 AM

wad have u done??honestly.i sream i shout i walk awy.but haven u walked awy too.i dunt wanna tlk abt the past.but there i was at my limit.yet unkonwingly of wad i did,i apologized.u nvr say u nvr tell.hw do u xpect me to undersntd all and u.so now i dun undersntd.so now im stupid.but wad abt u.if u undrstnd it i wldnt be angry.if u analzye, i wldnt scream.how was i suppose to kno abt a dym ting wen u dunt say.yes i was angry.yes i was mad.yes i did try to undrstnd.but it just wasnt clear.wad was ur ferst line wen u pick up my call.tell me.wad hv u said to me wen u ferst saw me.hw shall i try to undrsntd wen u dnt. u keep making it snd lyk as if tht 10 was important.and cld u just leave me a msg to say where were u.waiting for u lyk a crazy person.thinking tht u had forgotten.praying tht u wldnt.streesing myslf up to find u.but where were u all tht tym.cnt a simple msg be sent to ask me to hold on.insted i was in the dark.just sitting there all alone and worried sick.and wen u came.agn u said tht line.i was worried sick and then u mentioned it agn.and i just wanted to end the conversation.then u nvr said anyting wen i wanted to leave.u just walk awy and stnd sumwhere.how was i to kno.u nvr told me.hw do i undrsntd wen u nvr tld me.maybee u shld learn to undrstnd too.wad did u undrstnd?tht i waited for alng tym?is tht all.im not even angry becoz of tht.understnd.any yes i was RUDE!

you will never be replaced ;
2:15 AM

listen.ur not listening.i wnted to hear sumting frm u just now.nt wad i've always waited for.undrsntd wat happened.wad i wanna hearr

you will never be replaced ;
3:21 PM

i nvr am wen it comes to u.get it in ur head .i just need to hear sumting unsaid.not wad u've posted...

you will never be replaced ;
2:59 PM

since i've wanted to post on the weekend.i myt as well do b4 i forgt.
well.basically sat moring wad bad for me but it went on better latr in the evening and at night.so aftr LOADS of thought abt it,mommy finnallii agreeed to go to est coast and lemme spend the day cycling.so actualifadz was suppose to come.but yeah gt complications in the mrning so he din come in the aftrnoon but came ltr in the evening.during complication period~my mom and my sister did sumting behind my bck.yeahh.i aso hv no idea why tey did it.but nvrmind.tnkz to them my evening gt better ltr.so ibu(my auntyy) and famili aso went dwn to est coast and fandee aso cam.kakak soo happyy.at frst i just slacked ard, played crds wif fandee while waiting for my cuzzy to come.wen they came we rent ard 5 bikes i tink total.and rode all the way to bedok jetyy.den half way,kak yan give up.hee.so cute lar she.so den aftr bedok jetyy we actualii had antr destination to go to but i cldnt go coz i was meeting fadz.den meet up wif him.go buy drink den met my mom and aunt.my aunt disturb him.den he took my cuzzy's bicycle.den we rode for a while.den wen we gt bck all of us went to walk quite a distance just to eat.den end of day.enjoyed saturday.
sunday was antr famili gathering.fun fun and fun at west cost tis tym.aunt came dwn noise but in fun kinnda way.played some games and stuff.moommy joined in the games.ibuu aso.so fun fun.strted wif uno.den wlf game.all the way to the eveing.my aunt complain tht all coz haa.no outsider came.so she complain2 gt so much food left and stuff.but day enjoyed.
so tdy was a CONTRAST of these 2 days.yerps.
projectS,summision dates,summision tym,not summiting,new lecturer who doesnt give so much,sick ppl,lost lectures,homewrk pilling up lyk crazee,see 2 sided face of ppl,slcking even wen tm does not allow,no "sorry" frm ppl,ppl who simply are immpatient,ppl who nvr bothers,ppl who are ignorance,saving appittie for nuting.yerpz.and more.
simply bad day.wad do u say wen tis happens?i wanted to enjoy tdy at least for the last part.it just din happen.why?10isthereasonwhy.dun undrstnd??u'll get it.well.i wlk awy frm ALL the situations tdy.simly just walked off.either im too tired to listen,too angry to bother or just too plainly sadd.i xpected more bt my xpectaions is higher thn wad cn be achived.guess main reason is tht im sadd.or shld i say dissapointed.nvr shall i undrsntd wat lies beaneth.but i shall persevere.will u do the same if u have a bad day??



so till den.
wifyieuowys
fima~

you will never be replaced ;
2:07 PM

i saw.i read.i lyk.i post.
wheeee~~

Guys. realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in their own special way.The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...Always remember that.She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love hermore.For all you know,there is someone out there wooing heralready,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than youare lovingher now,fufill her every need and love her asmuch as sheloves you.Understand that.Imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by huggingand kissing another gal.and then you run back to her...and u do the same....but you see love in her eyes...What do you think?Do you feel the hurt?Can you feel the guilt?She loves you not because you aregood looking,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say,everythingyou do.Guys.Cherish and appreciate your girl.Don't break her fragile heart.She is the only one who can love youthat way.You won't wanna regret letting go of thatspecialgirl you have.For everything she has done for you, theleastyoucan do is to give her unconditional loveas she has given to you.

sweet.?~i know yeshhh


so till den
wif loads of heartsss..
fima darlinGg
ps:will post abt the weekends soon.wheeee
loving himmm..~

you will never be replaced ;
1:48 PM

ok my fon is officially a goner...aiyoohhh...aitee...
my week is goona be ovr soon..no more holidays.schl resumes nxt monday.but to tink of it i din hv much of a hoildy too..but its ok.haha..aiteee i hv a project due on monday at 9 am shrp but i haven finish a ting.not even the reprt.well.its csa.haa..gonna strt wif it lyk really really soon.ok wadever.
so ysetrdy i went to schl for project.so many stuff to do.and yerr,i gt sclded b4 i began my seriouz mood..hee...soorii honey~wheeee~~so afrt tht i went off to meet dearie.go eat and spent tym wif him.wheee~sweet.den he sent me all the way hm...hahz..lembuu(cow) lar he..*mmmoooooooo*as deariee owys say..wheeeeee~den we do our usual taking-till-late-nights-on-the-phone stuff.wheeee~~haha..i lyk, i lyk wen we strt to imagine stuff.lyk ystrdy we imagined a lot, a lot of romantic sencess..whheee~~if only it cn come truee..hahaha~thts tht.
so tdy i wtched barbie diary..dunno wad lar the title at kids central..verii nice shw..i lyk..wheee...i wish i was barbie.eee..no lar..i wish im me..but hehe..i love the fashion style tht barbie has.makes me feel lyk taking out a pen and strt fashion designing.whooo~den i cn hv my veri own line of clothes.but i need to ask ppl help me sew.coz of a simple reason*i cnt sew,lazee to learn*haaa~but wnt it lyk be reallly cool to wear ur own design and proudly tell the wrld abt it.but of coz muz be nice ryt.if ugly u cn keep inside ur cupbord.hehe..one day im gonna create my own fashion line.ahaz.my fashion.my lyf.my style.original.fresh.me.
well anywayy~the shw is basically to find out abt ut true self..wheee~not abt fahison..hahaha..and i lyk the fct tht barbie keeps a diary.i keep having a diary but it just ends up as trash.i wanna dairy.wheeee~a real one.aiyoohh and only i have the key to open it.wnt it be soo cool..i kno its old fashion and stuff.but i lyk so yarr..hahaha..
ok the day have been smooth for me.i keep postponing my project.well quite fed-up now.fon cnt wrk and stuff.feels lyk im missing out frm the outside wrld.even tht dearie havnt msg and stuff den my project mates i hope they kno my hm no.but wadver lar..wheeeee~i waannna relax tdy.hahz.will do project ltr tnite or wen ever.hahz..aiyyooh..den still hv to choose my cds subject.i dunno lar wad to choose haven see yet aso..haha..thingking abt french or jap.or arts appr.or dunnoo..well,hv to see tht ltr too.whee..tml myt be going out.hee..but still haven decide.dunno lar.i jus go wif the flow..but i wanna go cycling.lng tym nvr go.den im my wishlist got say i waan go riding aso..but tht one is night riding.wheeee~dunnoo..see hw tml.hahz
ouhh yar.i just realized i haven collect my o level cert.muz go bck fajar..but me lazeee..hahaz..see hw lar.ok den.thts all for now...kisssess to all.


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
*i wish i wish upon a star...*

you will never be replaced ;
8:22 AM

7 random facts:
#1. theres no way u cn get me by my hp now!
#2. i love my familii..eeee..mommy,daaddy,sisteerr,brotherr..
#3. i love my gurl and guys in tp..wheee~too many names to mention larr
#4. im fat and ugly..*yeahhh*
#5. i love attteennttiionnn on ME...~cheeyyyy
#6. im owayss hurtingg the ppl i lovee..*bad lar.i kno.but i dunno y aso.i obsreve myslf.aiiyoohh*
#7. i <3 deariiieeee looaaddddsssss

7 things that scare me:
#1. god...
#2. CATSSSSSS...mmmeeeeooowwww
#3. beingg a nobodyyy..i cantt..
#4. gettin a broken hearrtt.
#5. insecuriiityyy..unsurenesss
#6. ppl angry at me.(arrhh cannot)
#7. wen i break sumone's heart..*i wldnt kno wad to do.i'd be scrd*

7 random music at the moment:
#1. unfaithful,rihana
#2. everywhere,michelle branch
#3. foolish games,jewel
#4. no more drama,mary J blige
#5. only one,yellow crd
#6. u n me,lifehouse
#7. for u ill make a sng,deariiee

7 things i like the most:
#1. CHOCOLATEEEEE!!!!!!!!...heavennn...*please me wif it*
#2. WINNNIIEE THE POOOHHH...my lil cutiee pieee...
#3. tops...i need moreee...wheee~~
#4. shoes..adict to it since i wrk in shoe shp..heeee
#5. presentsss.....wheee~~cnt wit for burfdayy
#6. pleasent surpiresssss....i like like..*leave me speechless*
#7. atteeeenntiioonn on mee...esp frm thee ppl i love love


7 things i say the most:
#1. shuuddup lar,seriouzlyy or diam arghh
#2. seriouzz??!!
#3. yeah
#4. siao
#5. smck ur face , den u kno
#6. ehh..nothing..
#7. heellooooo..


7 people to do this:
anyone who's bored out of their minds and dont have anything better to do!..whoever.i dun care.whheee~
did tis coz sis ask me tooo...

love me or hate me.

u just read 7 rANDOM FACTS abt me.

so wad u tinkk??

whheeeeee~~~

oh

btw

ignore my previous post

tht was just my reflection

been doing alot lately

so yarr.



so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
imperfections of tis lil gurl

you will never be replaced ;
10:16 AM

firstly i wanna say..plz ignore tis post.its redundent.

ever felt lyk ur just not good enuf for the wrld.lyk the expectaions of the ppl ard u is just too much.lyk wad u do just isnt enuf to make sumone smile.ever felt lyk the feeling inside u is eating u up.the stupid stuff tht just wont go awy still lingers in ur head.have u ever felt inferior abt minor stuff.lyk ure nvr gonna be good enuf and u keep pushing urslf till dere no end.u wannna prove to sumone but u ask urslf wad the point.ever felt lyk u are a useless person.u keep upsetting the ppl ard even if u din mean too.ever find tht u nvr kno hw to express urslf and the wrds tht come out are just all so wrng and u jus worsen the situaion.
maybe i just aint good enuf.maybe i just demand too much.wat i wan i shall not wan to share,even wif the closest fren wad more jus ppl i kno.i feel a ton of emotion wen tings dnt go my way.den the tings i just have got to say.my sarcasam all just add up to it.and i nvr kno how to stop.sumtyms wad i say i nvr tink before it.at these tyms i will regert it.ppl hate me for this.why cnt i control my emotions well.i dun wish to let go of anyting i have now.-my famili, my sec sch frens-ida,mel,rosie esp + the guys, my 2 babes-wanwan and hinna, my drama bytches-hidayah and fifi esp + the otr freshies, my home boys-sanji,sabar,kenneth and andrew.(im angry wif u guys but note tht i love u guys to the core.i was angry bcoz i need to kno where we stnd). and lastli, my dearieee fadz.nvr actalli felt lyk tis b4~
to thoes whom ive hurt and will hurt later on..im sorryyyyy for the imperfectionS in me.i love u guys alot and pls dun give up on me.im too much i kno..but just a lil more plz..hang on..



so till den.
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
i love love daeriiieee...

you will never be replaced ;
9:04 AM

sleeping in..wheee~~well..i enjoyed today..i just basicalli either sleep or sat lazyly at my couch...whheeeeeeee~~din do much though...hehe..slpt and slpt...well its beeen sooo lng since i had a good nite rest...so i use the whl of tdy to sleeeepppppppp~~~wheeeeeeeeeee~darlz*love it..feel so refreshed nw.my energy level suddenlii shoot up..but now hw to sleep ltr?haha..i aso dunnoo..i haben eat aso..waiting for mommy and daddy to get hm...whhheeee~~
so abt ystrdy...hehe...whheeeeeeee~dearie hahaa...so he came hm..and well at frest his heart beat was lyk rocket..whoooshhh~hahaha...well it took him loads of courage to come!!!my grnny was at hm too..and she saw him...haha..ermm..so dad saw him but as usal dad wnt talk much to him.just ask him a few qns..it was mom who talk wif him.haha..qns were asked..ask him usrslf if u wanna kno wad mom and sis asked him..wheee...~if there hadnt been a fan at hm he'd be drwning in his sweat...haha...tis is jus lyk mom and sis asking..dad not yet..haha..but dearie keep saying tht in a while he'd be bestfren wif dad...whheee~i dun tink its tht easyy lar u..hahaha..but keep trying..i wanna see how u do it..whheeee~~den talk abt normal stuff..i lyk it.coz i lyk can soo be myslf infrnt of daeriie..i dun hv to pretend2...haha..mama if ure reding tis, stp smiling larrr..when fadz was at hm mama and fadz kept laughing2 dunnoo why..laugh at me lar i tink..i dunoo why aso..siao..haha..~den talk2 everyone din realize tht it was 11.30 oreadii..if fadz live near nvrmind.we practicalli live at 2 ends of spore..haha..so yar..tld him to go hm..den i sent him to the bus stp and waited for the taxi wif him..whheee~haha..talk2 at the bus stp..fun2..lyk dnt wanna go but had too...hahah..doink..so then it was done for the day~ tnkss deariieeee so much~
oh yeaaa...fadz gave me loads of stuufff...he tink he santa claus..haha..i got a wallet(pink!but i stilll lyk),badge(" F "..he aso got.sweet),shirt(ohhh yea i cn fit.its jus nice!!),pooh hp pouch(cutie.i lyk)and.....a cute lil bear wif "i love u"..(i love love.he say it reminds him of me.goinks.)..5 things..haha..siao..actali got shorts for me aso.but he left it at kl..hahaa..gonkss..whheeeee~tnks deariieeee....<3 u...
half way thrugh wryting mom got hm, and i just ate dinnerr..wheee~ chicken rice~~~



so till den..
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
i wanna grw up..let me..

you will never be replaced ;
1:38 PM

deariee met mom and dad!!!!hahahax..ok lar..enuf..
so tday went to schl..clear up the dressing rm..haha..b4 we strted..we played tis game shadon introduced..the wolf i tink..haha..i so dunnoo..hahha..but dyaammm fun!!i lyk so good at it i tink tht ppl dun trust me anymore..muahahha..idiot..my talents are good man..hahha..*no shame lar fi..*so clered up the rm and stuff..not many ppl came.some came and had to levea too.so yar.ened up onli a few of us styed until we cleared the whl audi up.den wen all our stuff were done we went bck to audi and played bluff..haha..im not tht bad player ok...haha..den all hungry so we decided to eat at kfc..wheee~so we-me,rainbow,hid,fifi1 followed by ferhan and his fren and den shadon and yazid went to eat at kfc..haha..den deariee came wif k and pika.den me and deariee left..actalii felt a lil dwn..tink coz mood swing..haha..but den ok..
haha..so spent the aftrnoon wif deariee..at bugis.wlk to esplanade..i tink i push him too much to walk!!!sorieeee...hahaha..bt so yah..haha..den ard 9 ++ we went hm..his heartbeat was still ok in the bus,but wen undr the blck it began to race..muhahaha...den i realized tht my grandmom is at hm..haha..his heart race more..haha..but i guess he talked to my mom ok..den ya..he went hm..haha..tml i'll blog abt tis in detail..im tired now..wheee~~so good nite...


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg~
deariieee met mom and dad!!

you will never be replaced ;
4:27 PM

current feeling:-emotion-less..hahaha..well aside frm the fct tht im still trying to brush off production feeling..muahaha..i've been bloog-hooping lately..came a couple of blogs tht i nvr wish i had went to..im too tired to feel anything ryt now..now i wonder hw many ppl actaully come acrss my blogg and nvr tagg me..but wadevr i guess..na'aanhh...so i wanted to post abt myslf ..lets strt wif this..

you will never be replaced ;
9:30 AM

wheeee~~so production is finally ovr and the week is cuming to an end!!!!weehhheeeeeeeeeeee~i guess the freshies were ok in helping out..thnks to igggyyy..hahaha..ure lyk the coolesstt..haha..the production itslf was a sucess..good job to the seniors..wheee~~finnally ovr wif the waking up in the morning and stufff~~hee~~
im soo beat now..lyk practcally a walking dead zombeeiii...*be frighten*...hehes...anywayyyyyy...im so mad!!!!!my fon is sooo spoilt..idiot larr...tis is lyk the 4th fon ive got..i lost 1 and spoilt 3 including tis one. ..nice ryt...i tink im not faited to hold fons..argghh..but tell me now hw do my peeps wana gt me?haha..i aso dunnoo..mommy dun wanna buy me new fon coz she say i wnt kno hw to use it and will spoil it agn!!!!HELPPPPP !!!tis sux lar..but wadever larrrr...jus survive w/o it ferst..at least no monthly bill to face wif ltr..hahah...so yeahhh..fon dead !!
so my mom is sick now..asthma i tinkk..i wish papa wld stp smoking..its reallii bad..oreadi bad for the kids..lyk me coz i hv sinus and my small bros..now tings are wrse wif my mom sick and all..one day im gonnaa hide all his cigaratte pck..hahha..*evil fima on the loosee*..i dunno lar..i hear her cough veri scrd..dunnoo wad to do..but she'll be betterrr....to the peeps out there who smokess plz look ard and see who u are actualii infectin..stp being selfish..passive smokers are affected..muhahahahaha..soo glad fadz dnt smoke..hehz.~
speaking of whichh..haha..2 more days and he's cuming back..wooohooo~~cnt wait to see the lembuu..wanna see if he gain weight..i hope he does..hahah~~sooo cnt wait for monday to see him~~weeehheee.. meeeemiissiinngghhiimmmlkkyyymmaaddd~~
so yeahh..basicallii lyf is up to there for me..well even so some thoughts juz love to linger in my head....friends i must say..how wld u kno if they are true to u..u see ppl bytching abt ppl all the tym..bckstabbings and stuff.hw u kno u're not the victim?cn u really be sure of those u hang ard wif or mix wif.can u really trust the ppl ard tht u see.maybe some are real but to wad xtend cn u turst tht its real?some may envy u but nvr say, some may hate u but they keep it.i'd rather ppl be frank and say.coz vengence is not nice if it comes frm me.see many tyms in lyf u face wif ppl either u hate or u love.not many ppl behave the way you want them too.and its sad and den u hate.but at these tyms ppl fail to see yet the otr side of them.the good or the potential they have.i dun tink its ryt to hate sumone.bytching myt be human nature but stp when nessary.bcoz the more u bytch abt sumone,the more u see the ugly side of them,the more stains u see in them and den as innocent as they are,u strt to hate em.den there are thoes who u just trust so much and den just they let u dwn.den u begin to wonder.do i actaulli matter?wad if i wasnt here wld anyone miss me or even care?den at these tym u will refct on lyf and hw much frens realli matter..den wen u're sad u see lyf in a differnt prespective.hw importnt frens are?not realli improtant .u cn survive w/o ppl lyk tem.but hw important ar true frns?verii..this is where u put ur trust and ur heart.to tis ppl u hv to be true.take care of their hearts and nvr hurt it.in lyf this true frens are hard to find.but wen found they are the best of thm all.so yarr..tht wad i tink.i love my frens.alot.


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg..
awaiting for his return..<<33s

you will never be replaced ;
7:23 AM

bordem.
haa..so i got up lyk late tdy.ard 10 plus.*at least abit late den my usaul lar*..haa..gonkss..so yeahhh..sent my bro to tution den went bck hm for brkfasst..haaa..me eating breakfastt..lyk oni happen once in a whilee..wheeee~so den aftr tht went for DT....
k ferstlliii i hv new roles aside frm hair stylist in the production..haa..im lyk helping pika in front of house.den they neede ppl for a disco scene so they asked the foh ppl to help out be in the scene..haaa..sooo im lyk in the scene..funny thing..ystrdy b4 i went hm i was lyk sitting in the middle of the stage and imagining myslf in the play..haa..den tdy found out tht im lyk needed to be an xtra..soo yehhh..i lyk spaced out coz hv to be in the scene but lyk got weird feeling but happy abit too i guess~~so tdy iggy tried on make up on me..ferstii it was heavy on the eyes..and one eye looked lyk it was being bashed up by some guys..woohoo~~hahha...*dey said fadz beat me up..hahaha..kiidiig oni darlz k..haha*hahaa..den wen they helping my get rid of the make up..suddenlii got stinngyy feeliing in my eyes..*veriveriveri pain!!!*den i rushed to the nearest toilet to wash my face..a male toilet btw..~whee...den all ok..den go buy dinner..*cup noodle* ..but i din finish u see..tooo hot larrr..so i put aside..thn raz help me finish..hahaha..so lyk yeah..we wtch the tech run tdy..gt aa idea of the wlh production..so yeah..basicallii din do much tdy..haha..btw i wanna announce wanwan and hinnaa..my rainbow and my honey..im not angry wif u guys..i love u guys to the coreee..hahahaa..still missing darlz but now chatting wif him..so yeahh..at least got communicate..~~whee~~


soo till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
wheeeeee~~~missiinnggginactionn

you will never be replaced ;
2:57 PM

omg!!!i worte a verii long entry and it lyk got deleted off..idiot..so lemme rmbr wad i wrote..
Ouchhh~~my head still hurt frm yestrdyy..~~weehheee..
tdy is lyk im-not-myslf-but-i-still-had-fun kinnda dayy..i had lyk noo mood to bee my goofyy self..i guess..too stressed up..lol..see basicalllyy..jus now in drama..my close bycthes and frens were not there...and i kinddda had alot to do..so it all just pilesss upp...bllerrgghh~
so yarr..woke up earliie tdy for drama..loads of stuff to finish up..~~daddy sent me and my sis to schl..i reached schhl daymm earliiee..so sat at the mushroom to wait for darling alyah..den look through my fon~den suddeen rushh of miiissiiigggnessss...~so left a msg..yeahh..~dennn i saw saihah..she lyk going to rock climbing and she waited for her frens too..so yahh...ltr all the rock climber were lyk ard us..den some even thought i was prt of them..lol..na'ahh...
so ltr alyah came..even afrt she came, we still had to wait coz the audi haven open until lyk abt 10 den it opened..so yeahhh..strted doing minor stuff ferst..den run an errand for kay..den went bck to do the fly bar thingyy..so much worrkk..oh yahh.. i forgot..b4 i help wif the fly bar thingyy...i set up the pantry..haha..and help priya cook soupp..hahaha..ok well not cook.just the simple cambell soup..i help open can,put water and stir2..hahaha..cute ryt..i knoo..hahah*fima no shame seehhhyy*...so yarr back to todayy..i worked, worked and worked..and yeah..all the way till dinnerr..by dinner tym evryone were lyk pastering me to eat and stuff..but i still din..haha..i wanted to lyk finish the fly bar thingy quicklii..hahah..so aftr my job was done..i still din eat..hahaha..so yeahhh~~an accompishment is tht at last we finished doing the fly bar..yeahh~less stress for my seniors..esp kay..so hurrayy for us~~yeahh..so proud of us..hahaha*saluutteee us larrr***
ssooo..guess wadd....darlz jus called me ..frm kl!!!hahaha..guess wad..he bought me a wallet..den he opened it and checkk,it was PINK..hahaha..he knos i hate PINK...so he called and ask me if i wan it..if i dun wan it..hes goonna throw or wad...he siao arghh...then i was lyk.."eh..u dun waste ur money can or not"..idiot lar he..tld him not to buy me stuufff..hahaha..but tnks....hahha..gong lar papan..haha..so yeahh..he asked me to wryt a whl paragrp on hw much i miss him..eeeiii..no shame lar lembuuu..hahaha..ok i wyt k..tis is for u FADZLEY:

you will never be replaced ;
2:13 PM

weeehhheee~~~just finished reading his blooggyy...haaaa...
well ystrdy i got drama ..helping out wif the production and stuff...fun but tiring..den i did sumting stuupiid and fell..i dunno y am i such a fool..luckiillii not many ppl saw me...wooohoo~~soo yeahh..tiring day..afrt tht went out for a rest wif deariiee ..sat dwn..talk..i was eatin ice cream and he drnking coke..haaa..so yeahhh..i cried..haaa...so lyk yeahh..he kno and i kno..so much of sweetness..den i had to go hm..erruumm..went hm wif harbin and wan2 and yeah he sent me hm all the way to the void deck..i kno tht lyk frm tamp he send me all the way to wdlnds den he go back to pasir ris lyk veri troublesome.but i din force him and he did promise so yaeh..he sacrificed his tym ..haha..but nvrmind...tnkzz u..alot..haaa...so yarr...den my sis and bro look at him frm the balconyy..haha..lyk spys.haha..
so daeriiee is in kl now~~yeahh..gonna miss him..yeah..lyk he siad no one to laugh and merajok too..haha..and no one to distrub me..so yeahh..~cnt wait for him to get bck to spore wif my SOUVENIRS!!!hahaha...na'aaah..
so tdy my granny and autnty is cuming bck to spre frm thailand..dunno if my mom wanna go to the airport..but i tink noo..coz its lyk rainningg noww...i aso cnt wait for my SOUVENIERS frm dem..hahaha...i kno i no shme..hahaha..
so yeahhh~let see the nxt updates to see hw im goona survive tis week of veri different tings tht im goin through...weehhee~cnt wait for it to be ovr and done wif..lookin forward for the drama production and stuff..and yeah..for his return.. cum hm soonn



so till den
wif loads of missess
fima darlinGg
ps: me <<33 leembu loads loads loads...

you will never be replaced ;
6:29 AM

at last!!!!!so the test week is ovr..so is my stress..haa..my stress is not because of studies..duhh..hahah..but more on hw do i smokee through the test w/o making myslf look lyk an idiot..well i guess im am always an idiot and there's nooo way of escaping tht...so papers were tuff..papers lyk macro and csa and pom..haaa..i tinkk im soo gonna flunkk..there lyk a 50-50 on lcom..so yeahhhh!!!thts how the papers were...
soo..days went fine as the week settled in..lyk on monday i met fadz and he gave me a lovely drwing..and i bent itt..ouhh..im soo sorryy fadzzz..and yarr tnks deariiee.. den tuesday was aitee..so was wed ..thursday i styed bck afr schl to help wif drama thingyy.we had to lyk sell tix for the production.but we din do much i guess.not many ppl knew abt the production i guess..so yarrggg..den friday, lyk today aftr the final paper went for lunch and eerrumm yehh...den got drama ltr in the afrtnoon..and errumm..im lyk the hair stylist now for drma poduction..then yeh..i dunoo..i tink im lyk stuuppidd or sumting..i did make fadz angry wif me..idiot larr me..im so sorry fadz..so yeahhh...den i went to have dinner and din stay on for drama production at 8 coz i promised my mom i'd be home earliee today..so yarr..now im hm..having my usual spins..headaches.and im having crampss..ouhh..ishh.my flu just got better too..sick..and yeh..basicallii tinking of my whl weekk..guess i had fun and oni lyk the making him angry tht prt suxed..so yehhh...
fadz going kl nxt week..to be more precised lyk tis sunday..ishh..him going off for lyk 1 week..and me will be bz for the drama prodution thigy..so yahh..i will miss him loads..haax..cnt deny tht..so yarhh...
realii dumb for words now..just reflecting my previous week and hw the nxt one gonna be..one wif exams and test..anthr wif production and drama..one wif books and all..anthr wif hair spray and all..one wif fadz there..antr wif him gone.. so yarhhh...goona be a change !!
and yarr..im lykk soo cashhless noww...~~~~!!!!!!!!!!aarrgghhhh~~!!!!

tnks spydy agn for tis..
i love.love.love it...

so till den
wif loads of heartss
~fima darlinGg
ps: im an idiot..i kno..plz forgive the flawss tht i hv...~<3eeeiiiuuuu

you will never be replaced ;
2:21 PM

aghh...ok..tis is lyk gonna be my last entry b4 the mid-sem exams...haha..during the exams i wont do any entry..so my blog will not up-to-date for lyk 5 days or so..hahaha...
today..went out wif sister and cuzzyy..rina,detha and romeo..go bugis ..ate at banqute..[is tis hw u spell it???]..haha..ok my speeeling sux..but wad ever..erumm..i ate roasted chicken noodles..yummmyyy...den went to orchard.heerreeenn..first stp..walk ard..took neo-prints...haaa..uglyy...hahaha...den walked to far east..walk2 ard..den frm far east go lot 1..eat agn..at my all tym fav fast food ljs..wooohhooo~~~wheee..met mr ong..fjs teacher..dunno he rmbr my name or not..den...took neo-print agn..can u belive me..or us?i mean..2 neo-prints in one dayy..wooohhooo..hahaa...den bck to my hommeee...at hm..i ate 2 piece of chicken..im gonna be fat!!!!hahahahaha...~~~ishhh...
ok..so not muchh i hv to sayy..but im lyk soo tired..and i kno my cuzzyys' love lyf oredeii..muhaha..so day todayy..preetii much tiring...haaa...i hv pics..but im lyk soo lazee to host them tdy...coz i haven uploaded it..but here's some tht rinnaa send me...so feast ur eyes...


detha and mee!!hahahaa



the princess in the middle~
[detha,me, reennaa]


aiteee..othr pics will be hosted nxt tym..promishhh...aitee...soo i hv to STUDYYYY....bluueekkk..hate test..hahaha.....so yar...misssinggsummoonnee<3!!!!!!!

so till den
wif loads of heartss...
fima darlinGg~~
spideyyy...u argghhh..hahahah...

you will never be replaced ;
1:21 PM

haaa..firstly..im sick..dwn wif flu..dunno whyy lorkx..haaa..den i hv to studyy for upcoming test..den im gonna hv 2 weeks to enjoyz..wheeeeee~~

song in my head noww!!!!
for u i'll make a sng..-artisit sumone i adore...dun change the tittle pleashhh
since the day tht i meet u
i fell in love wif u
since the day tht i meet u
i fell in love wif u
now tht we are apart
it just breaks my heart
stay..in need u here with me..
with me
coz i kno tht i love u
and i kno tht i need u
i will not let u go
dun leave me on my own
coz i kno tht i'll need u
till the end of my lyf
i will not let u go
dun leave me on my own
i want u to be here for me
i want u to be here for me
plz accept my apology
i kno tht i love u..ouhh..
coz i kno tht i love u...uu..
i kno tht i love u


haa..the lyrics i dun actualii know..but tis is frm my own understnding of the sng..haaa.. i tink i did change it here and there..but yeahhh...i love love this sng...ahax..love love ...<3s spidey loads..


till den..
wif loads of heartss
fima darlinGg
..me misss f3...wheee~

you will never be replaced ;
8:49 AM

Ignorance.. hw painful.
Well..see..the picture was unclear to me..rellii dunno wad happened..I dun wana hv tings sour for me.some sngs ringing in my head now......
Foolish games-jewel
in case u fail to notice
In case u fail to see
Tis is my heart bleedin b4 u
Tis is my me dwn on me knees
This foolish games are tearing me aprt
Uir thoughtless wrd are breaking my heart
Youre breaking my heart..
Everytm- Britney spears
Notice me, take my hands
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strg..y carry on w/o me
Evertym I try to fly I fall
w/o my wings I feel so small
Thts why I need u baby


Arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....nonsense....im going nuts....cuukkooo....feel lyk idiot........

not even a hello or a byee

so till den
wif myslf
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:33 PM