i haven been studyinggg...properly tht is...
exams tml..tml..dieeeeeeeee
wish me luck...
I NEED IT.hahahahahaha.x_X

well..alot has happened.
dear came ovr on wed to wtch dvd.
went to burfday parties.
papa left off to thailand in the morning jus not.
and ect.ect.

haissssss...will update properli nxt tym..hahaha.
now going to kakak noor's hse.
wheeeeee....

immisssinghimmsooomuchhh
holdontometightlywenuseemeanddunletmego
foruidshedtearsandnvrregretdoingso
hemakesmemehemakesmesmile
because i heart him, can??o_O.

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
3:43 AM

on th way to EC wif himmm

love him.belo

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima DarlinGg
lovelovelove

you will never be replaced ;
10:23 AM

today..
9 plus..went to sentosa wif famili for daddy's company family day..swim.eat.slack.
4 plus..reached hm.sleep
7 plus..woke up.bath.got ready
8 plus..went to causeway and pasarmlm.bought burgr ramly.
9 plus..reach hm.
noww....
updating bloggg..daymm pissed wif the comp..dunnoo got the thing keep popping out..
sluking wif fadz..coz whl day nvr "layan" me properli.mux punish him...hehehe..
still in my outside clothes.haven change to my pyjamas.lazeee..
tiredddd.daymmmm


update proprli nxt tym

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
lembuu deariiee u wtch out!!!

you will never be replaced ;
2:50 PM

i love him.
many said we need a break, some say we are not meant to be
but oni we know wad we wan.
and i love him.

fima is fine, happy and loved...
can??? o_O..


ourjigsawfairytale
ihopeulykit

you will never be replaced ;
2:27 PM

bckk!!
feels..--------------
fima give up..dunoo wad to do....shes lost..help!!!!!!!!
its no use pressing on tings tht wnt wrk.so ive decided to let it be.my life.i paused it sumwhere.still unsure of the ending.if this is it thn this is it.so lets just wait till it get bck to trck.sooo till den..i'd be wishing tht things wld be fyn plus i wll sty strg for this.

quote frm click.."will u still love me in the morning?"..niceee...


so till den
wif hearts
fima
ourjigsawfairytale

you will never be replaced ;
2:24 PM

an entryy just for him..

i dont know what we have to prove.
i dont know what i have to prove.

i hate egos tht the humans have.
i hate the pain that we can feel.

im sorry to have hurt u before this.
im sorry to have made things wrong sometimes.

one ting i know for sure is that i love you so.
thanks for loving me so much.

our lives.our story...f3

*our pics wen we were new to us*

**my feelings for him changed overtimee**

***as it kept growing and growing and growing***

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fimaaa feelss emotionless tniteee..*enthh ehh y..o_O"..-my face now looks like tiss
fimaaa needss chocolateee..pleashh sumonee buy me tons of it...[preety preety pleashhhhhh]
fimaaa wantss hugg noww..~pooohhh bearrr darlinggggg!!~
fimaaa is goinggg nutssss noww..*bite fingerss*
fimaaa dont knoww whatt to do noww..~~wheeeeeee~~

ouhhhhh..btw..haaaaa.jus now aftrr a looonggg time..i played wif towel agn*fadz towel*..now i kindaa miss the secondary days wen i hang a towel ard me wenevr i brought one to schl.wheeee~
anywayy todayy was funn..wheee~i simled,i laughed,i was nervous,i was stressed and i was wif fadz.fun?well for me at least it was fun. =P

so, dunno wad eless,till den
wif loads of heartss
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:31 PM

the most embarasing ting evr.hahaa..
i won say much but tis is roughly wad happened.
moments aftr drama ended.
i fell.tnks to hinna.*not blaming u*
on my bum.and i hit my head.
it hurts so muchh..until tdy!!
wnt go into details.
agrrhhhh..dymm embrasingg!!
and i kept laughing!
o_O''
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anywayy..
yestrdy my mind just went blank as i was walking to the bus stp wif deariee.i thought about all the pain both he and i shared before.many has been witness to the most painful part in our lives.i wonder than, if the love we shared can remove the pain we've been through.so i stopped him and stared in his eyes.all he saw was me being tired.guess i was tired *esp aftr the fall*. i needed that warmth he gave me yestrday.wen he wispred to me asking me if i was alright and was there a problem.i guess i was alright.i just need to kno that he'd be there by my side always. my heart gave a lil flip wen i saw him being concern.i guess yestrday i just need more confirmation on the security he has to give me.and i got my answer.i love him. and i kno tht he loves me too.
dearrieee..tnks for everytingg...u made me special..
::u are my lyf::my everyting::

*deariee drw tis for me for 3rd mth*shweet*


so till den
wif loads of love
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
6:17 AM

had enuffffff!!!!
hahahaa..
k i slept lyk a pigg today..no scl.wheeeee~~
so..
woke up at 12
nuting to do..
slept agn at 2 plus
nuting to do..
just woke up
dreadddd!!!!!

ermmm....k im bored.ermmmm..
finallii i finished my projectss for tis sem.
left oni wif the exams which is lykk 2 weeks to go.
dyammm.
hate examss.
dreadddd!!!!!

but finalli aftr all tht im freee!!
thn i have my loonggg breakk
cant wait for tht!!!
been wanting to meet up wif my lovers in sec schl!!
misss `dem loadsssss
dyammm!!!!!

tis entry is totali redundent.
0_O
ignore it.

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
::love my famili:my frens:my fadz::
PS:find ur own happinesss!!!..msg to ppl who cnt do so please dun come hooging othr ppls happiness!!!

you will never be replaced ;
10:16 AM

happy burfday singapore!!!!!
whoooo..its national day tdy..hahaha..41 yrs old sehhh spore..hahahaa...im gooinnggg nutssss...kk..anywaysss..tdy..i LOVE!!!tnks to him..wheeee~~~

but b4 tht..
yestrdy was contiridictin of tdy.totalii.my OP suxed!!god!!it was horiiblee..one of the worse..i failed..hahaha..nice rty.wtf..nvrminddd.den got hiccups...hiazzz..but went to wcth the firewrks at esplanade ystrdy.din go wif fadz tho.i went wif cuzyy..woossshhh..the firewrks display.nvr fail to make me smile.guess it made my day a lil.but the last few mins of the firewrks was lyk wooo!!it was soo bueatyful tht i couldnt take it anymoree..lyk the wlh show had a story behind it and tht the ending was just nice.it was as perfect as it seems.and maybee tis is just the EMO side of me..but to witness such a bueaty at such a tym wen ure sad.it just caused me to hv tears in my eye.but it din flow out ok...ok enuf..i kno im emotional..hahaha..so the day ended latr and i selpt at 3 plus aftr finisshing my chat wif fadz.love him to the core.

tdy..i woke up at 10 plus,was dragged out of bed by mama.haaa.cleaned the mess of my room,mop the floor and got ready to go out.tdy i went out wif fadz gang.they had an invitation for a gathering.meet most of them for the first tym today.i was just smilling and shuuting up.durrrhh.paisehh mahh..first tym meet.*blushblush* but i certainlii did enjoy myslf wif them.its eithr im laughing wif them or at them..hahahazz..they are nice ppl.haha.den frm hougang,the gang took soooooo long to decide where they are going to head to and finaallii ard 6 plus i and fadz decided to go hm.we took 161 and he sent me hm.hehe..enjoyed the tym in the bus.den he stped ovr and watchd spre idol and then we sat at the balcony.just the 2 of us wif the guitar.wheeee..he sang a new song ,but the lyrics were all made up just now.but trust me.it was moving.just love it.heeee.den i sent him off to the bus stp.and now i have to go bath..hahaaa.will be talkin to fadz later i hope.wheeee~love lembuuu!!oh yar tml..no schl!!!wheeeee~~

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
::1 of the best national tis yr::
::because i was wif u::
::just u and me::

you will never be replaced ;
2:59 PM

at school now..whoossshh..just finished my portfolio..haha..used fadz file ferst b4 actualli buyin my own..hahaha..tml is my presentation day..and honestlii..im not prepared for the big day..whoossshhh..i wonder how tml will bee..hahazz..
ermmm..wondering and pondering..hahaz.tml fad will be out wif his frens..hahakzz.hope tht he enjoys himself .and happy burfday to his classmate ..errmmm..evonne? ryt or not the speeling..hahaz..wheeee~
national day is aso coming..now im wondering..cn i actuallli get LAST min tix for national day..dran..i wanna go and watch my fav part of the shw..fireworkz..wheee
now i tink i shld go give mr pok my portfolio.haizzz.drad.

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
12:57 AM

daysss have past sooryy lar nve update..haha..been bz..spent alot of tym wif daeriee tis week..and guess wad..we din had any minor or major bearkdwn tis whl week.cool huh.but othr thn tht we did have alot alot alot of othr tings tht came in my way wif his.lyk we cnt meet up tody and "sweety" in his blog..hu sia?haha..othr thn tht i tinks its ok..coz i love love love him..

so tdy im going out for putri's burfday later at macdonals dunnno where lorks..herrmmm..den myt not be cumin hm tonite.maybe spending the nite at kakak noor hse..wooohhooossssss..tml got kenduri cum open hse ther..must prepare script and port folio by monday..presentation up nxt on tuesday..cnt wait for tht..hahx..

asides all tisss....
tis is for sumone special.

im soory for tht tdy jus had to happen.i kno ure upset tht we cnt meet tdy but i promise tht i'd make it up to u.tym passed tht fast tht anothr mnth is put behind us..hahaa..but wen u look at it agn its oni been tht much tym tht i was there with u and u here beside me.many tings happened frm the best to the worst.tnks for standing by me all the tym and not letting go.i love havin u by my side.love the smile on ur face.love the lame jokes u make.love the way u just pamper me.love the way u make me feel special.i cn nvr thnk u enuf.im just glad tht for havin tht one someone tht ive always wantd.and tht sumone is u.
happy 3 mths my dear..with u im sure tht we'd go far..tnks for the new song and the blogg entry plus for this picture u post in ur blog...i love it as much as i love u.

::u made me special.tnk u.::
::ur my happiness:my love:my lfy::


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
6:23 AM