uurrmm..mommy is out wif sister, bro at schl and dadyy at werk..gosh im at hm with tis 2 boys making loads of noise and stuff outside!!singing sngs..messing up the house and FIGHTING!!!gosh..wad to do..they still small..hahaha..im bored..but i have loads to do..lyk doing the laundry..hahaha..dreed it!!and for ur info i haven done any stuff related to my poly!!noting..-nil-
haha..im just lazee..but ive made my promise and i'd do it today..but later i tink..hahah..im really hoping tht i'd get into pharmacy at np thts why i tried to delay my application for tp.and the worse part is tht my orienatation camp is SO boring...gosh..kill me!!i wan pharmacy..but i guess law and mangnt is not a bad thing to do also.and yeah..im gonna prove to ppl tht i can do it even if they think tht its gonna be hard!!yes fima..i can do it!!!hahaha
my body aching actualii..i dunno y...haha..i tink i strained myslf yesterday coz its been a long tym since i exercised!gosh!!oh yar..mommy read my blogg and scld me coz i din uplaod HER photo in my bloogg!!haha..sorii mama..nxt tym k!!haha...
uurrmmm..i hope my mom buys for me someting frm geylang!!!ahahakx...coz m bored!!!
errmm..i mish ppl today..i miss my peeps in skwel...cnt wait to see them.really..

till then..
loads of hearts
~fima darlinGg
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
9:10 PM

eloo!!haha..lets have re-cap of wad happend tis 2 days..
on saturday...i went to APM!!!its soo cool..its fun!!!i enjoyed myslf.i went there wif my sis and 2 other gurls(ika nad sha) tht we just got to know tht day!before the shw the 4 of us were outside MAX-dunno-wad-pivilon-lar and having fun and getting to know each other better.we took pictures and did some gurl pep talks and had pure-FUN!!Bth the gurls were cool.thn we saw "monster"..muahah..(dnt want to elaborate on tht!!)...monster action seh!!!haiyah!!!well bck to APM,my seat is section a6 row 10 no.10..its veri near the stage..gosh..it felt lyk we were seating SO CLOSE to the celebrities!!!we sat a few saets infrnt of bj kadir and haizad!gosh tht haizad is daym cute!!!so veri in real lyf!!!a couple of rows infrnt of us is chiko!!woohooo..tis guy is aso a hotiee..i saw him a couple of tyms before tis but onli talked to him aftr the shw tht day!!haha..the best thing of all is see my beloved TAUFK BATISAH!!!gosh!!i love tht guy to the core..lyk so much..i practically sreamed my lungs out everytym he comes out and esp when he won the most popular male artist!!gosh..im not lyk the fanatik-fan person..but rEALLY i idolize tis guy..he's voice is lyk superb and he can dance and such a mr-nice-guy...wad more he is so daym cute!!
Overall i tink tht the shw was cool..its even better than watching it on tv..aftr the shw we went forwad to take pictures with celebritis BUT almost all was gone...i got onli pics with hotiie Hadi Putera and Chiko!!i took a pic with BJ before the show..than i saw my fren zara..kwell..hahah...i reached hm ard 1 plus..and by then i was a gonner..i was beat and tired!!

today i went to WEST COAST PARK!! the day was shrt but seriouzly enjoyed myslf today.we went ther by abg awie lorry..so the kecoh..hahavery noisy family i have..=) but i so love them all..there loads of stuff going on..first stp .
the teens and some kids went to play sum obstcls tht were there and had a few challanges here and there wherby the gurls had to go agnst the boys in the obsclts..woohooo..tired man..its been a lng tym since i excersied so tht was lyk way tiring for me!!ouh poor me..=(..hahah..nxt stp .
we went to mac den me and my couzy. kak yan and abg boy did some lord-of-the-ring-like-photos where a cup is bigger then us..whaha..and the pix turned out fab!!enough experimenting..the 3rd stp .
my family and i,including my mom,makcik and pakcik played captain's ball..haha..my team karma lost to team gigi where my bro, mom & sis are..betayrd by my blood!!hehe..kidiing lar..we actually the teams were divided equally..and yar..they said my team main kasar..where got!!hahaha....so the last stp for the day .
some played cards aftr bingo but i played our favourite game..chak-chi-chak-chi-chak..haha..tis was fun..alot of punismnt..funny ons..some had to play pretand and be a dog and pee at the tree,pull my busu's pants,talk to total strangers,pinch someone's butt..alot more...mine was to rub my nenek's butt..haha..i had my laughs there..kwell famaila i got..
aftr tht we went hm..waitd for dad to pick us up and bought dinner at the drive-tru and off home ...

when i got hm i was so tired..haha..and yaeh putera called me and told me bout his riding..kwell u kno..i wished i could go riding some day..frm hm all the way to changi than bck to hm by bike!kwell..thts one wish tht i wanna add on to my wish list..muahaha...
one more ting..im so missing all my frens now..ouh...i wanna hug..haha..*smiles*
will always be stary-eyes

till then..
loads of hearts
~fima darlinGg
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
3:55 PM

elloo agn!!
i did my bloogg!!
whhooo!!hw it look??
uurrmmm...well spent the whl almost the whl day trying to figure out hw to use this thinggY!and finally!!whhoo!!hw?nice???
now im talking on d fone wif ilah!!and she insist that i wyt about her...hahah..ilah!!!!!u crazee gurl..love u much much!!muakkzz!!!

on a more seriouz note,
Urrmmm..well i had a bad dream just now.ouh!!as soon as i fell asleep i fell into the deepest of my nightmare,gosh!!i just dont wan it to be true!!i cant bear to loose anything!!well even now things seems to be very very unstable..how?gosh..i dunno wads wrng wif us.i mean yeah bz wif stuff but thw whle thing seems so wrong!!!!
gosh!!!i wish everyting will be fine soon..!!pray for me..

till den
loads of hearts
~fima darlinGg
xoxo

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11:03 PM

ouhh!!been so bz!!i havent spent a decent day at hm in tis week and plus2...hurrmmpp...alot2 happend of course..well..not accrding to dates..tis is wad i did tes whl week and plus2..lets see...

• uurrmm..got chalet ..4e4 class chalet..
• got shahrin gig tht i went to..blast..
• errmm..i went to my lil couz baby shw
• got wedding tht i went to...
• went to esplanade (twice i tink)
• SENTOSA!!!
• go my sis sch,play arcade and pool too!!
• eerrmm...webt to bp and saw pokemon live..

uhum..i tink thts about it..well nvr spent a decent day at hm doing nuting xcept for yesterday..im beat and physically tired..muahahahyet me still love going out other than sitting at hm doind nuting!!!so today,i went to my sis sch,play arcade and poo!!whooo!!
go to her schl was fine but BORING!!!!!!lemme juz say tis,my sis is just so boring sometimes.wen we were at her schl i asked her to walk ard and she said no coz she's SHY?! i dunno since wen she became lyk tht!!(usuallii she's veri veri veri open)
uurrmm..than we went to lot 1..me my sis and her fwen..we play arcade and yar she won in car racing but i won in the motor race!!!woohhooo..i've always known tht im fated for the bikes!!!wooohhhoo..too bad moommy dn allow me to be behind tht monster!!uuhhh!!*sobsobs*
we took pics at the neo-prints...but using our cam.hahah..

than we went to play pool!!gosh agn my sis wif her shyness....i wan to play aso malu!!hahaok i thought her abit onli than her fren thought her.than.we played..she won twice.i won once.hahaha.i gave face lar..let her win.muahahah.it was fun.hahaha.i wanna go play pool agn!!wwoohhhoo!!yeah!!!

LOVE U kakak.but i hate u too(sumtyms)muahahahahha

now im trying tio upload my pics..but i cnt get it throug..and my sis wana use the comp..nvrmind!!hahah..i will upload sum other tym!!

till den
loads of huggs!!
~fima darlinGg
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
3:30 AM

hrmph!!to that one person...lemme tell u tis..
"wadever lar gurl arrghhh!mayb u dnt deserve me and i dnt care if i deserve u or not!its true i hv a milloin frens to confine to but do u?well, frm wad i kno u cnt really trust most of tem aniway!!mayb i do tink im better of being in ur position coz u dnt show that u are worth of that!!prove to me tht i am wrg for i do not see my flaws...wadever gurl..hate me for all u wan coz i oreaddii did tht wen i was younger..so i've crossed ur line but gurl trun bck and see, u hv crossed mine a milloin of tyme!!blow up if u wan to lyk anione wld give a heck!its not lyk i've not been there but always have been!!!!hv u seen me..'the unsung hero..behind thoes ters u've cried i wiped it off sumtyms!!'
if u fell im nt wothy of anyting..tell me to my face!coz i will tell u tht to!!agrrrhhh!!!!!childish, foolish thts wad u are.."

hate me?y not juz say it to me!!


till den...
loads of hugs
fima darlinGg..
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
11:46 AM

i receive an e-mail frm a fren & it wryts...

"When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says I love you, She means it. When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that.."

now let me tell u ma sty..i was fine ystrday until a pnt of tym!aarrgghh..hw do wanna forgt sumting wen u still hang ard it!!!aarrgghh....im pissed,mad,sad,angy & jealous...i juz wan the wrld to kno!!!!!dont hang ard ur past or it myt destoy ur present and ur future..

till den..
loads of hugs..
fima darlinGg
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
10:01 AM

aarhhggg!!!haizzz....today was soo kwelll..aaaggrrhh but sad aso lar..!haiz..the day started out bad!!had to wake up earlyy to fetch my bro home!haiz than mux do tis, do that than mux teach my bro..aggrhhh..he cn kill me u kno!!!whahaha..
well than..i went out wif my famili todaey..actualli got pics lar..but i lazy to upload..mayb tml i upload and put in my blooGgg..whEeeee~~~so...i went to bangkit to bank in my money than bought my all tyme favourite bubble tea!!chcolate-ice-bended-with -pearlsZ..wooohoooo!!!yummYyyyiiii!!so later we went to twn and go taka..my daaDii bought a nw camera..and i tink we spent alot of time there!!!whahaha...im NOT a technologYy kinnda gurl!!!so i realli dunno all the stuuFF tey were talKing abt...whahah..im onli xcited bout the new cammeeeRRraaa!!woooohhhooo..
well what brigten me up today is him!!!! whhheeeee....~he gave me a swweeett, awsm, gr8 and lovely poem!!!aawww!!!u hv got to love that dont u.. well he is shoo shweiiit...aww...hiayah!u goota hate me fer doing tis!hahaha....well..he juz there to brighten me daY up!!!whahaha..
wad can i saY???u hv to be in my position to undrsntd me!!whahaha....flowery wods that can reallii melt u man!!whahaha

dar lar..dun wanna sy much..tml i continue if i tk mls..hahaha

till den..
loads of hearts*
~fima darlinGg..
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
10:05 PM

i love my lyf now!!
love is fabulous..
life ia gr8.....
but i got tings bring me dwn..k lets run it...
hrmph...actually im scared abit..i fell out of love a couple of mths agoo..haiz..a long and forgotten storYy..well,love came agn!in a toalii weird place,person and the whole ting was juz weird!!its still is actually..hrruummpp..wat do i sayy..some of my frens disapprove of him..hw??i haben tell most of them onli 2 of my frenz kno and myY darlinG sis and bro!!thats all!!
finalyY sumone wans to make me happPy but my veri-Buest-frenZz cnt accept him!!aarrggg..i so donnt knoow hw to break it to them!!!that is one problem for me!!!1 point dwn for fima!!
another ting bothering me is the fact that some girlS in sChool have a crush on my lil PriNce!!!oh..i trust him so much!!so much that i can bet my lyf on it..but im a jealouZz gurl..and im afrd that he'd leave me one dayY!!he is now my mOst precIOus ting!!i dunn wanna loose him!!not to some gurl in skwel!!1 more point dwn for me!!!kill me!!
haha..
well..there is more to it actuallii..
nw..mY day was fabulous..i met him..went to the movies..got company dinner..it was gr8...but nw im worried!!he is still not at hm..arrggg!!hiazz...
*i miss him*
wahahaha
now its tyme to depart..
my sis wanna use the comp!!!!
haiya!
k lar...


loads of hearTs...
fima darlinGg..
xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
11:31 PM

See undeRstand & lEarn Frm tiS~~

you will never be replaced ;
11:13 PM

StoRy oF MY LifE...
i found myself someting to think about..someting that i can turn to...someting most very precious..i lost myself a couple of months ago to someting i thought that would make me happy..but boy was i wrong...now im moving on!!!

found someting that means sooo much!!!
haha!!!
till then...
loaDs of love
~fima~xoxo

you will never be replaced ;
2:06 PM