my qn..are u proud of who i am?

tdy i met themm..ida..mel..acap..ilahh..and dear came alngg tooo..but he came aftr wrk lar ehh!!.suppose to meet at 2.30 but as usuall..ida...late..nvr changee..hahah..we were realliii lykk dull..there was no place to go and nutingg to do..we din plann anyting or wad larr..and wrst of all..we were fastingg..mst of us had no enrgy..wantd to wlk to lau pa sat far larr..but lazee..but ovrall..i reallii love the day..coz i met tht ppl i lovee!whooo...and we ate..kfc.jus had to say tt..coz i reallii miss eating kfc..dear and me were called buffalos by tht idiotic mel..coz we ordrd a large drinkk and we were still thirsty..hahahaha..wad u xpect..thirstyy beb!!and the best part..bth of us craved for gassy drinkk..and sweet drinkk..lalala.*sweet ppl need sweet stuff*

im tryingg to gt my SI pics fromm himm..but its soo lykk lagging larr.i hate his compp..the nxt enrtyy..im gonna try to post 4 set of pics..my cuzzy outing,dt peeps,SI idol pics and tdyss outingg..hahahaha..

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
ps:look...xctlyy one mre mth..its my BIRTHDAYYY
hahahaha..anywayy..i love him!!!only one!!tnkx love..for evrytingg

you will never be replaced ;
3:09 PM

fastingg mthh is upp noww..
tdy is the ferst day tht i am breaking fast at hmm..and guess wad i had too fry fishh!but wadeva lar ehh..
so anyway..the ferst 2 days i was awayy at thee indoor stadiumm..shoutingg my lungss out!!!
my ferst day to the indoor stadium strtd off wif a bumm..well.was suppose to go wif him.but last min..he just clndnt go..and..i was at ct hall oredii. bt tinggs gt slightlyyy betta wen i met ilyass and his frenss..made somee crazee frenss..andd enjoyed.ferst dayy..i was stndingg ryt infrnt.and i swear wen i waved to hady his lipss strtd moving and i saw him say.."ehh..its uu"..he waved bckk and smiledd..guess he rembrd me..but thts wad i saw.. i hope im rytt..but u kno..it was kindaa scry cozz wen u there u kno soo well tht bth jon and hady are superb.i din thought itd be tis way..its soo unlike the pervious one where taufikk is wayy betta thn slyy..
speakingg of taufikk..OMG larrr..he is lykk dayymmm daymmm HOT larr..saw him on the 2nd day wen im at the indoor stadium.my god!!and i was stnding at the same spot where i did on the ferst day lar..which is way up FRONT..so the 2nd dayy..he made a surprise and shwed up tho he was sick.realii appriciate tt.loves.and met mas.fifi.hinna.and at the indoor stadium.we met dt cutes couple..*i tink im gonna call them tht*..joee and dill..and met fifi and dilahh.frm rp..*ouhh tis fifi is actualii a boy*..andd SHOUT out loudd!!dymm larrr..taufikk..omg!!i tell u..haisyaaahh..i dunno wad to say lar ehh..he is lykk dymm cutee lar..esp wen he wink at us..omg..i cnt take it larr ehh!!!denn sangg along wen rahimah rahim.*the oldr one!!* got on stage wif the top 10 finalist.jumpp ardd.i was dymm high larr..all at 1 tym..energy..electrico..tanya chua..rahimah rahim..top 10 finalist..gurmit & dan..the muttons..jonathan leong..andd the best dishh of the performance..TAUFIK batisah & HADY mirza...it was just lyk whooo..andd im just lyk..ahhhhh!!..and one highlight of the nite was wen gurmit announced the champion!!hady mirza!!omg larr..haisshh..now i hv 10 punishment for him coz he rooted for jonn..hahahaa...day was spent nicely!i dun hv pics currentlyy..wll wif himm..and ilyas fren wanna send me the picss too!!cool beb..wen i get em id post themm..but till den ppl.miss me!!


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
ps:..am i jus tht or am i as wad u said i am..all tht..reallli..i dun feel appreciated sumtymss..but bleerrgghh

you will never be replaced ;
1:24 PM

im nnott gonnaa updatee much tdyy..
i jus wanna sayy..forzaa..u guyss did ur bestt..and if things dun wrk out now..or tdyy..it will in the near future IF u guys wrk hard..u guyss are awwsomee no matter wadd...thee trainnng and hrd wrkk..thts wad make u all special.besides u all still have me as ur supporterr
andd abg boyyy...DNT BE UPSET!u still rwkk my sockss offf..andd too sentiloo..u too..u did well guysss...
to dearieee...u still rwkk my lyff..love u!and im proudd of u tdyy !! .very proudd of u actually!!!!u did ur bestt..and DUN give up dear..i lovee u..soorryy tt i cnt cheer u up alott..and thnks for spending tym wif me tdyy!!heart heart heart u!

so will update soon
wif loads of heartss
fima darlinGg
PS:SI LIVE TML AND MON!!!ID BE GOING WIF DEARR!!!!
heart himmm

you will never be replaced ;
2:43 PM

day strtd out horrible for me.one reason.i almost got bangg by a car wen i sent izzul to schl in the mrning..denn alot happened too..i pour it all outt frm wad happen since the wee hrs of mrning till aftrnoon to my sponge in the bus sitting eatingg he many2 medecinee..eeiiuuueee..but denn..tings did turn out worsee..but as the nite pass it got betta..even nw at hm..i just ate..goshh..i broke my routinee of not eating aftr 8..hiashh..but its ok..fasting mth is cummingg..soo cn loosee here and there..i HOPE...hahaha
anywayy..bigg thnkieess..too all...who cares..hahahaha..anyway..tmlm i'd be waking up dymm earliee..to go see him..he and mee..we are one hell of a ridee..hehesshh..not tht its a good tingg..but yeahhh..its a fct..
duringg drama tdy..i slcked alott.hearing basically 2 sngs..im not missing u..and hurt
fyi..the sng hurt helpp me pull tru alott..its a dymmnicee snggg..i lovee itt..sygggtissnggisforruu

~hurt~christina aguilera
seems lyk it was ysrtdy
wen i saw ur face
u tld me hw proud u were
wen i walk awy
if only i knew
wad i know tdy

i would hold u in my arms
i would take the pain away
thank you for all u've done
forgive all ur mistakes
theres nuting i wldnt do
to hear ur voice agn
sumtyms i wanna call u
but i kno u wnt be there

im sorry for blaming u
for evryting i just coulndt do
and i hurt myslf
by hurting u

some days i feel broke inside
but i wont admit
sometyms i jus wanna hide
coz its u i miss
& its so hard to say good bye
wen it comes to tis

would u tell me i was wrng
wld u help me undrsntd
are u looking dwn upon me
are u proud of who i am
theres nuting i wdnt do
to have just one more chance
to look into ur eyes
and see u looking back

im sorry for blaming u
for evryting i just coulndt do
and i hurt myslf

if i had just one more day
i wld tell u hw much tht i miss u
sinec u've been away
its dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

im soory for blaming u
for everyting i just cldnt do
and i hurt myslf
by hurting u

hahahahhaa..ok sot till denn
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
loveee lemmbuu..andd sorryy for evytingg

you will never be replaced ;
2:29 PM

im tireddd...
i swearr the ppl in drama tecc just cnt seee camera anywhere nearbyy..
well..tdy there was rehersal and i brought the camera..well for the notice bord larr..but guess wadd..they just cldntt stpp snaapingg picsss..

iwldd soo lovee to shww u the picss but i cntt..blooger hass somee prbb i tinkk..soo yeahhh..nxt tymm fellass..

anyywayyy..i got tix forr tis yr singapore idol..bthh perfromance and reslt shwww!!!!!!!WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
im daymm happy lorrkkxx..& a BIG thnks to my love forrr tisss..whhooosshhhh...

anddd soo till denn
wif loads of heartsss
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:56 PM

my message to: khairul anwarr
SORRYYY
tht tymm i goott sumtingg up..
bz lerrr
anywayy..tis whle entryy for u..cnnn???
soo...peepss..
tis entryy is justt forr khaiiiii...
HAPPY BELATED BirthDAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i stolee tiss picc frmmm hiss blogg..hahahaha..as u cnn see..tis is my mepek frenn..aso known as giler..which is crazee...hahahaa..
KHAII...u are lykk sooo 18 oreadiii..dunn be angryy wiff mee...im soorryy..hahahaha..ure a bigg boyy noww..wheeweett..and soo u cnn soo stpp ur nonsense cnn..hahaha..u've changed alottt sehh..still rmbr almst 3 yrs bckk wen i fest saw u in class..gosshh soo quitee..nowww!!makkoiit...nutingg betta to do but too distrubb ppl..hahahah..eh ur pizzaa nxt tymm wen i strt werkk cnnn?anywayy..wenn u gonna treat me wif ur payy huh???
anywayyy..seee u on my burfdayy wif my pressyyy..i'd buy u onee...hahahahaha..kk..take care bro...

so till den..
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
6:44 AM

soooo...yestrdyyyy..
realli dinn plann too doo itt..but yeahhh...
i meett hadyy mirzaa and jonathan leongg...
whoossshhh...i dunn hv any picss of themm cozz currenttllyy alll of it is wiff my frennn..but anywayy..tis is wad im gonnaaa showw...whhooo..their signaturessss.....

hadyyy&jonn's signaturee....whahahahaa
soo anywayyy..hahahaa..i did summtingg cheeckky..i went up to hadyy ryt before i asked him to sign for me and said.."hadyyy..i love u.."whahahaa..wad d hell..den he smiled at me and asked for my name and he wrote dwnn tht he loves me toooo..anyway hady's smile is soo cheeckk..wth...warrrrr...den i shake his hand and all..andd jon jus asked me my name and sign..he gave me a poster asoo..but jon seems to chat alot wif rainbow..and she's daymm high..whahaha..but i heard some ppl got tix for the finallss...whichh i so din get..and im lyk wad d hell..i wanna goo leehh..coz i went for taufik's one...i wanna see the diff in this onee..hahaha..pluss i tink i've made up my mind to surpport hadyy all the wayy..coz he can singgg...but i still prefer taufik thoo..ahhahhaaa..so thts tht..andd yarr...
anywayyy...hadyy and taufikk is wayy off the list for anytingg in my lyff..but u kno deyy wldnt even wan me i tinkk..ahaha..wth..but just to get tt fact right..haha..i myt idolize etihr of themm and myt just goo gaga wen i see themm and screammm and shoout wen i gt to shake their handss and wen they say they love mee too...haha..but i kno tht i have the best guy of all..yeahhh..1 tht is just for me and no one eles...if onii he knew..there myt be no perfect guy..but he..he's just the closest to it..and his flawss are all paart of y i accpted him at first.and i kno tht i wnt look at his flaws and finaaly say tht "ouhh..he jus sux" coz he dnt!.i wishh he kneww...anywayy..wen he says he loves me..i wnt go gaga and sreamm and jumpp abot..but my lil heart inside me will just smilee and give a flip.coz i kno tht it all just feels ryt..its comfortingg..and tht the best part of itt..pluss i dnt need a big shot guy or sumone more to make me happy..i oreadii am happy where i am..wif the 1 thts just right for me.actually always happy and content wif the small things he does for me..i boast more abt him thn i evr abt anyone eles..i hope he knows..anywayy..the guy tht im talking about is himm..yeahh..d one guy tht i truly adore & love..i love him lyk i cn love noone eles.i cnt bear to let him goo and the thought of sumone taking him frmm my lyff just kills mee..so yerppss..there goess anyone eles coz my mind is nvr wif me..it attached itslf to him..my heart..he stole it oreadii..and my lyf...its himmm..and dis..i know he knows..so yeahhhh...i do love him more thn anythinggg..trust me..i do..and i pray tht he trust


so till deenn
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
6:50 AM

caughtt in the rainnn..and i still havenn bathhh.. hooppinnggggtooogetttttsiccckkk.. hahahaha
tdyy the weather was lykk dunnoo wadd..in the morningg it wasss dymm hot..denn suudeennlyyy it just rainnedd..by 3.30..the sky looked as if it was 7 at nightt..ermmm...now i guess its bck to normal..funny hw the weather actualli compliments my mood..anywayy..its the tymm of the mth of yarr..kinndaaa lyykk stupidd fool..
anyywayyyy..my backk is achingggg..and im still dymm tiredddd...anddd im havingg headacheeee..wheee..but highlight of the dayy was certainnllyy gettingg to eat junkk food and ermmm yarrhhhpppp..chocolatessss..nvr fail to fill me uppp...anywayyy..i heart cadburyy chocolateeee..YUUMMMYY.. *smliesss wideelyyy*
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ermmmm..noww...shant tlkk muchh..xpt for the fact tht..maybe sometimes u dont realize wad u got until u loose it..evr heard off tht b4??well..i was readingg an email by one of cuzzyy abtt hw tis two ppl dnt kno hw muchh they mean to echh othr and stuff untill one of themm diesss..hw cnn ppl be soo oblivious abt the surroundingsss and nvr listenn to wad it has to sayy.most of us let the actions we have to control ovr soo manyy tinggs we do in lyf..and we regert..many timess we're too bz doingg tingss tht we frgt wad matters and wad dntt..pluss we dnt appreciate anytingg.andd sumtymmss lyf wrkss its magicc denn it'd just bee too latee for anytngg..but how do u say wads really deep down in ur heartt..how do u xpress urslff in words tht othrs can jus simplyy listen and be happyy..even i cnt do tht.and tht im suree...
soo anywayy..the email said "tell the people u love that u love them now before its too late"
soo..
moommyy&daddyyy i lovee youu..thks for making me the girl i am tdy..tnks for ur support in my lyff..u mean soo muchhh...
kakak,abg,ifu&izzul i lovee you guyssss to the coree...i myt seem to hate u..but u guyss mean alott to meee..
othr family membrs..cuzzy,aunty,uncles,grandma..love u guys...jus rckk
illahh..babee..i soo miss u andd lovee u alottt..tnkss for being there wif me and all...
ida,mel,rosieee...monkeyyssss..im missing u guyss..and my holidayss are here but we are still not goingg out..i love u guyss...
acap,khai..u guyss are lykk my brooo...stupidd oness..but yeahhh...
yuehh wann..my bus partnerr..i love,love u..hahaha..actuallii i tink i love u..hahaa..
hinna,sanjii,andrw,saba,kenneth..i love u guyss soo muchh..tnks for undrsntdingg
azreenn..i love u and miss u..
and to all my othr frenss..i just love u guyss..and thks for being part of my lyf..
anddd finaallyy as for himm..the guy tht i jus need..i love u.and i just simply do.i wont choose to leave u.not tdy and i hope not till forevr.u complete me.u just do tht.and yes we fight.almsot all the tymm..and i am soory for tht.if i caused u painn.but,i wan u to kno tht at thoese tymss i nvr evr doubt my love for u.ur smile is one tht brightens me.ure just u.and i simply love u for tht.u simply would never be replaced.i trulyy love u fadzley.
DONE!!now u go and tell the ppl u love tht u love them before its too latee..

so till denn
wif all my love
fima darlinGg
*ivemademydecisionhwabtuu*

you will never be replaced ;
10:09 AM

i need a jobbb asappp..haiissshhhh...need moneyyyy..badlyyy..desprate..its all tht i cn tinkk off now..helllppp...
gooshh i just hope tht tml i will settle evryting thing tht is left outsndinggg..heesssshhh..and fynshh it alll off theree...ermmmm...i got bckk my reslts by the wayyy..heeee...ermmm..not good tho..but no subb paper for me..so i was wrng in my predictionnn..aiiyaahhhhh..hahahaa..so yarrr....at least tt went welll..buck up for nxt semm!!!i need too dramatically improve my gradeeeessss...
heee.just fynshhd readiinnggg tonss of stuuppiiddd emailsssss..dayymmmmm stuupiddd larrr..haiisshhhh...wadd thee heell..
ermm yaehhh...i got an intervieeww tml at dw company..japan product compannyy..whichh i tinkk i myt nt be goingg becoz the pay is lyk based on commission and monthly target..im not keenn in thoes stuff..need sumting more lyk has a basic salaryy for me..anywayy i dunn intenddd to contiuee workingg longgg..soo tmll id bee off to schll andd othr placess...den fridayy bck too dramaa..soo yerrhhhppp...tired?tht i amm....
i amm reallii dymmm tiredd..i need a breakk frmm everyyttinggg..evnn my lyf..haiissssss...i wanna juss indulgee myslf in tonns of chocolateeess..sweetsss..ice creammm..&...choocolateess..i wanna just sittt there eatingg and hugging dear poohhh..and not moveeee my buttt...i wannnaaa just REST..but nooo..i cnttt..theres so much to do..so muchh tht is left undonee..ARGHHHhhh.. i knoo .im beiinnggg whinnyyy here and i dunn caree...call me childishh or wadeverr..i dun careee...i just wannnaaaa shoutttt my lunggsss outtt..... AAarrRRrgGgghhHHhhh ...theres jus sumtingg abt fahimah tht u wnt undersntdd...*cheeckkyy smilee* ..kill me someonee..


soo till deeenn
i wann chocolateesss sumoneee
fima darlinGg
i love me,u&everyoneee...

you will never be replaced ;
2:46 PM

im backk to blooggg..
well my days have been fine soo farrr
lets seee..on..
friday i went to drama..had my lunch wif dear b4 going to drama and den ltr he sent me hm.tnks.met some peeps thn i reallii misss..haha..haven had the tymm to go outt wiff any of them..golly i miss theemm..alot.esp tt idiot tht i call spongee...haaa...
well..for mugus luna tts cumin up in less thn 2 mths..it tink my grps kinndaa ok.hehe..but we have to strt our rehersalss runiing soonnn..wheeee~...and my msg to rinboww...i love wad u made for ur bestiiee..BUT i wan a better burfday present thn wad u made for ur frenn..i wan a reeaaalllii bigg and better onee..haha..and for the rest readinnggg..my burfday is nxt mthh..well..i wantt PRESSEEEYYYYYY!!!!!..preeety preeettyy pleeeeaaasseeeee.. dun make me begg for ittt...hahaha..
ystrdy i had funn going out wif dear and his ganggg...crazeee bunch of peopleee...went to EC for picnic..no pics tho..haha..i'd ask frm dear ltr..well..it was crazee..we playedd alot of games..lyk murderer-2 versions of it..charade-i tink its spelled lyk tt..truth or dare-which was hillariouss esp bul,lala and dear's dare..haha..cnt tke it..bul had to shake his butt and act lyk a monkey..lala..a sumo wrestler..dear..ouhh..too sexy for everytingg..he had to do a strip dancee..where he stipp his shirt off..haha..heartattack-which set evryone on high spirit.and we dun seem to kno whyy..hmmm?*thinikinn*haha..anywayss..i realli had funn ystrdy..kinnda lyk couplee outing too..wen u cum to tink of it.lyk grp date.me&dear.. lala&yan.. ain&feizal.. sha&dave.. and wads left.. mag&bul?? hehee..they're kindaa cutee..hahaha
anyway..todayy im not going out..pluss its rainingg heavilyy here..and im in shorts and im colddd...but wad the heckk...today is aso dee's burfdayy..incase u dnt kno..dee is the guy my sis is datingg..so ltr sis will surprise himm..she asked me..shld i wish him burfdy at midnit or pretend to frgt..i told her to pretend to forget..hahahaha..so ltr dee will get a surprise..but here my wishh for himm..happy burfday deee...may u be happy alwasss...

lovely sis and herr burfday boiii....
*shwweeeet**


so till den
wif loads of heartss
fima darlinGg~
itss kinnddaaa w3irEdDdd*x_x"
i loveeeeeee my lemmbuuuuu

you will never be replaced ;
6:37 AM

its me & him todayyy

its ourrrr
annnnniii tdyyyyyy...
wheeeeeeee~~~
4 mth went by...hiasshhhh..

so tdy..herrmmmmhhh...lets see....day strted out rocky but tings got better as the day went on..u see..im the bus, my heart was raciinnggg lykk madd..argghhhh..dun wanna recall tht..finally met him deariieee at esplanade roof topp...silencee..just emotions..filled the air when we met for the ferst few mins..we've been through alot in the past mth..alot tht many myt have just given up..for us...we almst lost it,a couple of tyms..either me or himm..but i guesss u cnt always follow ur emotions tht run wild and just loose control ovr things..if thts so thn u'll kno tht u are not readii..wen i saw him for the ferst tym in a week tht was filled wif emotions..i realized tht..he was the one i turly love now..hahaha..den..emotions run high..and i missed him soo muchh...he did me too..

so we sat at outside the toilet tlaking abt wad hapened to us and stuff and xchnge gifts..hahahaa..i bought for dear..a cute lil cars pillow tht i bought ystrdy and chocz..and he gave me tis cute lil vase, a yellow socks and a lovely love letter all in a cute golden box.thnk love..heart u..hahahaha...den we went to eat at ljs and talked sumoree ant wad happened..any yar...ouuhh btw...the ppl were unfair..they severd fadz plate more thn mine..can u believe it..i tink they found out tht im on a diet..hahahahaha...anywayss..ltr we were undecied on where to go..so ferst plann was to play bowling..but plann was foiled as the place was pack..so i decided tht we'd wcth a movie since its been soooo loonggg tht eithr of us wtch..and yarhh..we nvr do these typical couple ting so much..hahahaha..sooowe wtchedd monstr houseeee..hahahaha..movie was cute...veri diff frm othrs..ok lar..not lyk sooo fun or exciting...is it wrth ur 7 bucks??well..movie alone was a yes but a no too.abit unsure..but wif sumone special..a yes..hahaha...soo,den aftr moviee..we sat by the bay siiting and chatting..and we made our mark dere..heesshh..den we went hm..dear sent me all the way to wdlnds..haha....

anyway...dear and me made a promise..is it a promise?anyway..10 yrs frm now..no matter wad happens...to us..on 5 sept 2016..we'd be at esplanade ard 6..hahahaa..hopfully...tht will happpen..pry for us..whooshhh...

see..one ting we talked abt tdy is abt him being himslf..honestlii..i love fadz and hate him for the same reasonn..aghhhh..hahaha..he has to be more selfsyh...tink abt himslf..he is not superman..doing tis..doing tht..and tht he goes ard helping ppl all the tym..yes..but wad abt himslf? i feel tht sumytym..he deserve a break..frm evryone..evn me..hahaha...syg..u are my spydy..but even he needs rest..tink abt it will u..hahaha

iabsolutelovetoday.itwasabueatifuldisaster.
i love my dayyy..tnks syg for a lovelyy dayyyy...
plsduntellmetoleavehimcoziwontknowheretogofrmthere


our mark by the bayy....f3..<3
hahahaa..cuttee...


i bought for himm~wheeee


adorable dear..hugging his gift..
shweett...


bcoz i simplylovehim...

and for my fav pic of the dayyy


i cn simply drwn i his eyes..


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
4:32 PM

im gonna post 2 entryyy tdyyy..wheeee..
its been a whie since i've updateee..wheeee..so i tink its gonna be a loooong entry tdy..
hahahaa..

lets seee..
mondayy..28 august...my dayy was all abot herrr......ilahhh...happy burfday dear..so aftr paper i met deariee..he accompanied me to go buy ilah's stuff..hahaha..so later i went to causeway where ilah waited for almost 45 minss for mee...im dymm sorryy babe...denn we went to a shp and i bought her chocolate plus a lighter..den ilah gets soo worked up and strted asking me qns if i smoked or not.den i siad yes,den she asked if my bf knew about it and i said no...den so many othr qns she asked..hahaha..and i kept lying and lying to her..hahaha..den i asked her if we could sit outside causewayy coz i wanna "somke".hahaha.so we sat pathetically on the floor behind metro..and i gave her tis really really reallly small cake and lit up one candle.hahahaa..its a mini surprise for her..im soory lah dat i din do muchh..hahaha..so we laughed2..talked crapp..ande she teared on her burfdayy..haizzz ilahh...i really hoped u ejoyed ur tym wif me aftr a verii loonnggg tymmm...hahahahahaa..she misss me sooo much..hahahaha....den i have her my gift..tis realli nice pair of buttterfly earings tt she wont use i tink..but i realli liked it..it remined me of her..so i bought it..hahaha..so she ate at mac..den i ate at ljs.den we waited for deariie to come..and ilah met deariee..hahaha..he gave her a sweet tt she's realli proud to get..hahaha..and he sang for her a burfday song tht was just abrubt.hahha..illah left for home later...babe..i realli hope u enjoyed urslf and soorii i din get u anyting big or wad..buget tight.hahaa..den..dearieee came ovr to my housee and studied wif me..hahaha..ok i realized tht i cn studdyy wayyy wayy better if sumone was there wif me..u know whyy?..ccoz they wld be there by my side scolding me..asking me to stdyy and stuff lyk thtt..whoooo..noisyyyy....just lyk deariee..but i kno...its god for me..hahaha..and the paper the nxt day..it was do-able...hahahaha..tnks deariee.love u.

tuesday-wed.exams.mugging.nuting muchh up lar..basicallyy tht.hahahaha..

thursday.31 august.mark of my last paper and teacher's day.im preety sure tt i'd have to take sub later for the day before papre but still end of exams did call for a clebration din it..hahaha..ok the day partly was rouge here and there.wld not elaborate.hahaha.paper can manage for tht day.sooo..as soon as i fynshed paper..i rushed out of schl.met maria and whoosshhh..bck to wooldands and took 963 to fjs..hahahaa..there were no direct bus frm tp to fjs so..yarehhh..wasted my tym.hahaha..soooo...... went bck to schl..missed tht place..but guess wad?i was infrmed tht the x students cldnt get in to the schl to ctch athe concert..how pathetic is tht??hahahaha..u'd nvr kno wad fjs wld do nxt..disallow x students to even stp in the schl?haisshhh..but even soo...aftr tt..they got in the schl.and by the tym i arrived..almost everyone was goneee..and there was absolute no point tt i went bck there..but yeahhhh..den i met ilah..went to bp..met mel and kai xiang..ate sito came..den acap came.den we met khai and adli sumwhere unxpcted and den all of us went to lot 1..whoosshhh..at lot 1 it was lyk madd...hahahaha..not knowing whre to go coz the pool table were fully booked..den later later..we got a table..the guys plyed pool and the girls,well yeahh..sit, chat..ctch up on old tyms..i missss my sec daysss..where have dey gonee..hahahhaaa..so ard 5 plus we went bck and tnks to my bro acap hu decide tht he wants to send me home..den he had to bear my stry of hollywood and stuff..too much happen..but wad i wanna say id thnk RAHEELAH, ACAP, KHAI, ADLI, MELISSA, KAI XIANG & SITO for a lovely and wonderful day..they names are blod because tht ppl forced me to..hahahahaa

tis is me and beloo acap and selenger khai
otw to lot 1......

me and the gurl i trully adore..
one tht i cn rely on..ilah..lala..

pluss i have YET to recieve pics frmm kx..ahhhrrrr....

friday,i din go out..

saturday, im tinkingg..but i seem to frogot what i did...

so sunday, kendurii at cik's place..aftr kenduri usual cuzzy stuff dan played more gamesss by papa and stuff...enjoyed...

and monday agn....

so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
~nxt enry for my day tdy..wheeee

you will never be replaced ;
2:59 PM

im hurtt..so just lemme wait plssssss...

you will never be replaced ;
2:30 PM

i'd wait.its a promise.
i guess finally i've lost it..heeee...
haixx...i did enjoy my day tdy..i wntd to sty home tdy.i was dymmmm tired frm ystrdy plus i had a headeache..but..denn..went out wif cuzyy on a dymm shrt note..guess u wldnt belive tht it happened.haishh..if i wasnt oredii out..i wldnt...anywayy..i bought sumting tdy..haha..its really cute tho..hahaha..but i wnt tell.its a secret..hahaha...well..we took pics.laughed.smiled.haha.catch up on things and we found tht we haddd loooadddss the same..pics nxt post cnn??
soo tml wld be our anni..haha..i'd be waiting for himm at marina at 12..hahah...heshhhh..jus pray for me aitee...ermmm...soo yarhhhh..lets see wad comes..

so till den
for one last tym im holding strgg
fimaa darling..
will post on the previous week soonn

you will never be replaced ;
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