feeling:::::::--angry.happy.mad.lost.blur.weird.but basicallyyy..i really am CONFUSED!!!...i dunno if i shld be happy or sad or angry or jealous or noisy or mad or pissed or sorry or bad or jovial or lost or loud or fake or ...a lot more...sooo.. todayy..i found bck my appitite..i ate 3 sndwtchs.1 chicken chop.1 plate of mommys cooking.conflakes too.happy and glad tht im bck to normal.knowing tht there's nuting wrng wif me.but sad coz i kno im gonna put on weight agn..coz gosh..i eat alot.alot.alot.abit lyk rainbow.trust me!!
wad eles happened...eerruumm..went earliee to schl to do our Lcom OP..was lyk so trying our best to do well.feeling tht tym.stressed.then a hero came to the picture.she was going ard giving ppl free red bull.woohhoo..realii neede it tht tym.just qunched my thirst and gave me energy.feeling tht tym.high.so ltr went to class .POM.everyone strted talking abt Lcom tutor.mrs lim.and tht some went on to lodge a complaint on her to mr ferlin and all.i was shocked tht tht happenedbut yeh.also i was scrd tht mrs lim wld not come to class or come to scld us.feeling tht tym.depressed.at POM aso hinna was lyk sick.gosh.pitty her man.and i was lyk so scrd for her.feeling tht tym.worried.then went for lunch at jupiter's.ate abit.felling tht tym.nice.saw fadz for awhile.feeling tht tym.happy.went up to outside Lcom class to practice my OP.feeling tht tym.nervous.mrs lim came went to class den she talked abt the complaint.feeling tht tym.depressed.our grp insisted tht she see our OP coz we reallii wanted to kno where we sntd.during OP i talk crap.feeling tht tym.nervous.aftr OP went to talk to mrs lim.she said tht we were good and we got b+ each.feeling.happy.went out of class rejoiced wif my girls.feeling tht tym.excited.rainbow did well today and when talking to her.feeling tht tym.proud.den went to itas eat meet drama peeps.feeling tht tym.crazee.den went to meet fatin.steeled some stuff wif her.feeling tht tym.pisseed.finished talking.feeling tht tym.relief.meet fadz agn.feeling tht tym.ok.found out some shitty stuff.feeling tht tym.idiotic.went hm.got msg frm melissa.bad msg.feeling tht tym.idiotic.at hm.went to friendstr see me testi and my bloogg by mel.feeling tht tym.stressed.talk on the fon wif fadz for awhile.feeling tht tym.blurr.
see..im having mixed feelings tdy seriouzliii..first to clear things up.mel i realli do miss u guys even i dun msg u guys or wad.my lyf mow is good and i asssume urs is too.look realli am sorry i din take the initiative to call u guys ferst.but gurl.u were bz too and u kno hw its lyk.so pleash.realli am sorrii..u guys are still my best friends.i cross my heart to tht.
nxt..im just basicallii piisssed wif me..i wann thing to be a lil diff now..guess i ask to much coz wen things dun go my way my anger inside just flush itslf out.guess im just pissed wif how things are.and tht maybe jealousyy had to do alot wif wads been happening today..


so mixed up now..
so till den
wif hearts
fima darlinGg
~fadz sorry tht i was typing tis and din layan u on the fon.i wanted to get my feeling out ferst.and u were talking to ur frens too~~love my lembuu...

you will never be replaced ;
1:31 PM

sing for me agn!!!..haha...aiteee...sooo many to sayyy..dunnoo where to strt or wad to sayy..haa..lets strt wif fridayy..CCN day in schl..wooohooo~haha..hate some parts love most parts..yeahh..so woke i in the morning..go schl..late for apel..did my boards at the libary aftr apel..finished it up..met some ppl frm the class..went ard selling kacang puteh..hahx..bargain ard wif the peeps to get them buying..aiiyoohh..so hrd...haha..but turns out alryt..haa..some idiots here and there..haa..and my ferst cusotmer was raz..hahah..and i did force fadz to buy..muahah..guess tht was wad i did wif the othr customers too..haa.den aftr tht spt a while..went to see performance by fadz and his band..gr8, nice and love it..esp the last bit.muahah..den went up to the dance "clubbing" by our law inc..and yeahh..i din dance at ferst..muaaha..den ltr was abit diff larr..i got dance here and dere..guess i was the wrst dancer ard..well..even so w/o us the law dance floor wld be emptyy..it just needed us to be there ..HAA..den meet fadz and he surpised me wif flowerss..haha..hu say u nvr surpise me..haa..den gt coregrp in ltr at 6..woohoo..enjoyzz...bestt..miss my drama peeps...
saturday drama thigy in schl..enjoysss..haa..got loads of activies...enjoy..did some thigy at drama..den wtch the seniors act..dymm..love tht prt but hate it too...haaa..den ovrnite..whoosshhhh~~~enjoyyy..shhhishh..haaa...
today..went to schl..hate hate hate legal com..i did badly for my OP..whhoosshhh...and the ferst tym today someone tells me tht tey cnt rely on my englishh.. idiot...many were driven out of class too..wooshh..hate itt..othr den tht my day was gr8..meet fadz and me met my whl family for a whilee..so paisehh sehh he..haha..rainbow took the car and went hm wif us..the best ride of her lyf i guess.haaa..she even said it..haaa...went to makmiks hse aftr tht and spent the tym SLEEPING!!!!haaa...


so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
sing for me foreverrr....lembuu...haaaa...

you will never be replaced ;
3:49 PM

me and wanwan..rainboww

honneeyy and meee.

.

the othr babes of my lyf..

nisha and meee...shweet sehh her..

frm him...

thts all for now..and yehhh
"imsorrythatididnottellyouthatiloveyouandiwillholdontoyouinmyheartdearlysayingimsorry"
i found tis sum where..and yeahh...i just felt lyk posting it here..hahahaha..

soo till den..
loads of heartss..
fima darlingg..
~~wheee...fellinngg up

you will never be replaced ;
4:36 PM

wad if my smiles were fake?my laughter was made up?..wad wld u do to cheer me up?...gossh..lyf have been TOOOOOO "fair" to me..im having some fun tyms yet the stress behind it all ..the pain inside..ish..cnt take it anymore..too much stress..so many projects, due dates, OP and meeting and meetings...i cnt..a slacker i have been for 16 yrs of my lyf and all of a sudden i have to cahnge my ways..gosh..unfair man..i cnt even do things at my own way..always bz wif stuff~ tis and tht and stuff beyond poly..blerrgghhh..STRESSS..the one thing i cnt handle..bluekkk~i hate it..ish....who ever said poly is easy..im gonna kill 'em..arrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!...& btw i did breakdown bcoz of tis...ish..i kno its soo childish..but i cnt help it, im emotional and crying makes me feel betterr...just cheer me up wif ice-cream or chocolate...haaa~~wheee~

so todayy..i went retro wif my gurls..woohooo..~~yeahh..the stares we got in schl..muhahaha...its kinndddaa cool to lyk set ur own fashion style and walk in it with pride.honestlii even if we dress the same theme we still l0ok diff..raainnbow wif her rockish style..honey wif her sweet sense and me wif my street wearrr..yeahh..woohhoo...hahah..well the bad part of today's fashion statement was SKIRTS....i mean i dnt do well in skirts...seriouzlii..ugly..not me..hahha..but yeah..i did wear a skirt today..hahahahaha,,how i look?~lyk an idiot~~~~~im sooo happy wif honey and rainbow now..nvr thought i cld find any bestfrenz lyk 'em sooo fast..muhahaha...
so today i din eat properlii agn..seriouzlii..its not tht i dun wanna eat..just tht this few days i just cant eat..lyk the food is there staring at me but my stomach just refuses to take it..so this few days my food to keep me strng is .....~~~CHOCOLATE!!!!!yeahhhh..dnt tell me to stp eating this pleasshh..hahaha
so..me and wan prepared our CCN day stuff but trust me we still have a long way too go before we finish it ..and we have to finish by lyk friday..haha..wadever larr...erruumm..we were at the libaryy just now and sat wif kenneth and sanji and talk soo deeeeeppppp..hahaha...love thoes guys..they just make my day..haa beside of coz the gurls and spideyy..hahaha...i guess we are just glad to have each other..muahhaha...frenss lyk tis seriouzlii are worth all my tym..hahaha...the best part is this part of the conversation:~
hahha..nvr thought they wld care so muchh..hahahahahaha..soo shweettt..haha
i did meet fadz for lyk a while in the libary and yeahh..he had rehersal..oh yeh....fadz spoilt his bagg..almost got hit by a car..wore a girls t-shirt and l0st his handphone todayy....bad day for him i guess...dont worryy aitee...its all gonna turn out ok..just why are u so careleess..?how to contact u...ish..haha..but seriouzlii fadz..i guess the othr part of the day did turn out well..
so otw hm ..my head was lyk serioussllllyyy spinningg...hahaha..i dunno why..im lyk having spins nowadays..guess tooo streessss..lol..hahaha..and in the single-decker-full bus wanwan decide tht she wans to do her CCN stuff there..ishh..hahaha..yeahh..
so today was boring ..no nuting..just a few ups here and there and shock too.haha..oh yahhh..btw if u lky to read my bloog and gossip bout it behind my back, pleasshh stp being chlidish..dun u hv ur own lyf to worry abt..and yeh..taggg me and shw it to my face tht u actualliii are bytching abt my lyf..gosh..are ur lyfs out there boring enuff tht u guys just have to bytch abt the lyf's of the other ppl.??.STUPID FOOLS..ishh!!





so till den
wif loads of heartss..
fima darlinGg..
waiting for pleasent surpirse...waiting for happy moments...

you will never be replaced ;
1:24 PM

ishh..today im blogging abt 2 days..so bear wif me..yeahh~~
21st may 2006~Sunday
woke up earliee..made milk for the boys..denn bck to bed..i cld bearliiee open my eyes..haaa..so yeah woke up later tht day and yeahhh..bath, eat, clean and bytch..haa..yeahh..den ard aftrnoon go get readii and go to my auntyy placee..yeahhh~~then sarted talking abot boyfren and gurlfren..yeahh~~~warrr..paiseyy...alot of crap was said...haa..haha..den dunnoo say about dance nite bring boyfren lar and gurlfren larr..crapp..
den at ard 6 plusplus i went out ...i went to NUS to watch man of letters wif fadz and yeahh~

you will never be replaced ;
2:34 PM

ishh..
*blushblush*
yesterday was fun..reallii fun..yeahh..
*[F]or you [I]'ll [M]ake [A] song*
tis was my clue..but i din kno it would come so fast...so yeahh..u asked me if i knew..i told u i had a feeling it would come and yer..tis is hw i knew..haaa..
anyway..yestrday i had class in the morining and was pratically late for about 5 mins or so and yeah luckilii it was mr. pok..ouhh..love him maann..haa..and yer i did his hw and hinna was proud of me and rainbow for doin our work..haa...guess the lazee me realii have to go awy ..then i went for csa lecture where many many peeps actualii skipped..haa..so boring..and i hate hate hate computers..uerrrmm yeh..so class finished at 1.yeah.haaa
aftr tht i went to lunch at itas, met raz and he gave me his seat..tnks raz!! so afrt tht honey, rainbow and me went to meet mr pok and sum othr peeps to disscuss abt CCN day or isit CNN ..haa..i dun realii kno..and yerr were gonaa sell kacang puteh and we dun hv a cart and yadayadayada..alot to disscuss and im in chrge of the deco thingy for promotions and yerr..thts abt it for the meeting and mr pok bought for us drinks.cool isnt he.muahaha..so aft tht we went to the libary and meet gerad for project and we practicallii kept teasing ech othr..haa..fun tym in the libary..and yeahh..my peeps are cool.haaa
aftr tht went to design canteen.dere was sumting sumone wanted to shw me.guess tht was the bomb of the day..haaa...im still lyk blushing frm yesterdayyyy...whoooo~~yeahh now E v e r y t i n g G i s s o f i n e e n o w d a e r l i e e . . j u z z l e t t i s t a y y t i s w a y y o k ? ?
so den went to itas and den to outside libaryy....DRAMA IS LYK SOOOOOO COOOOOL!!!i guess the freshies were lyk so noisy..and yer tht includes me..but heck..we had fun..it was one of fadz's rules..fadz we did have fun even if we lyk fooled ourslf yesterday..i will stick to drama even if sumting happensss..haaa..yehh..*huggss*
then yehh..thts hw my day strted..and ended..i love yesterday..lovei it..love it..
*[F]or you [I]'ll [M]ake [A] song*
heyy..cn i have an encore of yesterday..pleeaasshh..promish me one day orty...and im so gonna die cos i heard tht alot of peeps wanna see me..ish...haaa...
oh yeahh..thoes reading my blogg..pleashh tagg me aitee..lyk charm..if ure reading..tagg me..!!!at least i kno u know bout my lyf.haha..and yer khai..i dun tnik i cn give u anyting..coz realiii i dunnoo uu...*sowwisshh**


till den
wif loads of hearts, hearts and love..
fima darlinGg
ps: spideyyyy...<<33s loadsss

you will never be replaced ;
6:33 AM

e g o j e a l o u s a l l t h t m a k e s m e i w a n t t h e t r u t h i w a n t t h e f a c t s y e a h i m j e a l o u s o f t e m t u o o e u u j u s h a v e t o k n o i m s o r r y t o o b u t t o n i t e e e l e m e e j u s t r e s t i w a n t e u u a w h l l o a t a n d i m s l f y s h g o o d n i t e



till den
wif brkn-<3
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
12:50 PM

ishh...
everyting now is perfect!into place..no more drama no more shittyy stuff..i guess im good now..clean..onii some minor adjustments need to be done here and there..
yeahh..guess now my happy ending seems to be nearer...well unless of coz ive been dreaming.haa...now im oni wondering wen will tings get even more clearer??haa..i dun tink tht it wld be tht soon...yeahh!!!..im still the ego me..yeahh~~haaa...so now well im happy..and i just dunno wad to blogg anymore..haaa...
still wating for the ryt tym to bloogg everyting..


till den..
wif loadd ooofff heearrttsss
fima darlinGg
*love my lyf*

you will never be replaced ;
2:18 PM

ish..alot happend ..alot alot...im not in the mood to blogg today coz i just had a bad day..goshhh..its just sick wen the BEST thing tht cn ever happen to u happen at the tym when everting eles in ur lyf is in a mess..weird huh hw lyf works..but yeahh..basicaliii tis is happening to me..im loving my lyf yet im hating it..*sobsobs*..goshhh...
i'm still waiting for my happyy ending to ptch up piece by piece..yeahh..i will blogg agn if i hv the mood to wryt wad happened..i'll blogg agn wen lyf isnt tearing me into 2..i will blogg agn wen everting is in place..i will blogg agn soon..promisshh!!



till den
wif hearts for all
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
11:58 AM

im backkk..
so i "checked in" the chalet at ard 10 plus plus plus on thursday and slept there ..so..tht nite was draggyy for me.i was in no mood at all to talk.my sis wasnt there..my cuzzy had their boyfrns so im left wif abg boyy..haha..so i did sleep late tht nite but othr thn talking carp wif the peeps , i spent most of the tym day dreaming.. tinking of wad happed earlier tht day in sch and urrmm sum otha stuff..*shhhh*..
friday?..vesak day?..thts wen the parteeeiiiiiyyyy started...haha..so we are lyk the P.O.D crew..Party Organizor Decorator..i tink.haaa..earliiee moring we had to strt the deco and all..set up the registration booth..dress up to our totallii simmilar shirt, sunflower headband and earings..for the gurls onlii..haha..so the theme for tht day was yellow for the females and green for the males...and when u look at us..we look lyk peeps who totallii support brazil..hhaha..well i support england thn brazil.haha..so the partee for me was alryt..we did hv sum wrngs here and there but everyting managed well i guess..was not realli surpirzed at my cuzzy who participated coz we are all spporting peepss..haha..inclding all my uncles and auntiiee , grandmom and mommyy and daddyyy...had a couple of games for the kids and urrmm yaeh..we alsi held a fashion shw..tht was the bomb of all games in my point of view..haha...yeahh~~day rated:****(4 stars)
SATURDAY!!!espalnade day..actual plan: meet fadz onii at 9.15 at tempinese and leave and meet drama peeps at 9.45..wad happened..fadz got caught up in sumting..so he came late..way late..OMG!!i was practicallyy so scared he wldnt shw up..i was shivering wen i was msging my fren..gosh dun ask y..coz i just was..haha..he showed up in a cab at ard 10 so yarr..we went up and suddenlii anthr change of plans..we were meeting up wif his fren..louise..*i hope i gt his name spelled ryt*..actualii i was nervous meeting his fren..but it turned out ok..haa..louise is a nice guy..and urmm so we went to esplanade and yaeh tour ard...and eat and raz and fadz did a lil performance for us. and yeh,i absoulte love tht tym.haha..and nw im listing to "u & me" by lyfhse...and im loving it
spydrman..he gave me a pleasent surpise on saturday..reallii..i din xpect tht frm him..gosh..basicallii i feel foolish..and yeah i love tis feeling..the wait for tht one is realli worth every sec ..i just hope all is real..i reallii do lyk my mr spydrman...i bet he does too..haha..*blushblush*foolish..wad do i say nw??haa...well as tym goes on all will kno wad in store and wad i have to say..tnks spydy~~day rated*****(5 stars)
now its tym to do hw..yeahh...


so till den
wif loadsssss of my heartsss
fima darlinGg~

you will never be replaced ;
6:25 AM

sooo..today..wad happened today changed my lyf forever..strts wif the bad tings..ermmm..fight wif classmate..tears were shedd amg my gurls.babe..i realllii feel depreesed.now the 3 of us are dymm ok and yarr..even close now trust me..we even have a ring to provee it..haa..actualii 3 rings to prove it..muhahaha..so the rest of the gurl..yeah we will talk sum othr day..yeah.i wan tis stupidness to end soon and yer..practicallii smile agn...
soo..the good stuff is tht all of us patch tings up agn.the best part of all is tht im finalli haappy knowing wad i want nw..yeah..dun steal it frm me.plz..
dun kno wad to bloogg anymore..and yer..im going to syra chalet tonite..so wnt be bck till lyk sundaay??haaa..im the m.c...gosh..haa..wish me luck..and i practicalii cant wait for saturday..haha..drama..drama.seeing thoes stupid faces agn.seeing the peeps agn..and yar..im sure i'd enjoy myslf.if not i have my dt president to blame..haha..fadzleyy..haha...
soo ctch up soonn..enjoyss...


so till denn
wif love and hearts
fima darlinGg..
ps:to mr spidermann my lyf is aso getting more interesting..*haha*wheee~

you will never be replaced ;
11:19 AM

haha..
so have u been in a situation where...
people keep telling u tht u look lyk a "carbon copy" of sumone..
lyk they say tht "OMG u reallii are lyk tis gurl i kno"
when u're talking they stp u and keep saying tht "u sound lyk her too"
lyk everyting between u and tht so-called "twin" are the same..
even ur nick name..
have u?..i kno i have..
so she's my gurl's, hid, couzyy..and yarr..we finallii meet up aftr soo many peeps who kept telling me tht i shld so totallii meet her...so i did...and NO we dont look anyting alike..yeah we have same name.CraZEEness.loudness...so yeahh...thts her..fifi no. 1..haa..gosh..we were lyk practicallii talking to each other as if we hv known each other for years and years and years.haha..love tht gurl..
so today..yeah..i realli dunno hw to describe hw i feel ryt nw.lyk i just lost wrds for it.lyf realli is unpredictable.currentlii, im in no position to say hw tings are going for me and wads been happening.lyfs giving me too many surprise lately tht i cnt understnd it.so lets just WAIT a 'lil longer agn.yeah~
so now wad i look fowrd for is my 6 peeps in class and wen drama is ard the corner.im loving drama..my gurls there and my pimp there too..and yeahh...love tis 2 tings in poly..and thts tht.
sumones making my heart smile agn!!..im loving it..but i hope it's not just a dream for me now..hahaha..

nw..wif love
till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:12 PM

soo peeps..i got it..i love the seven of us...jus the seven of us...sabar, kenneth, sanji, andrew..my hommeee boyss..and my babes of coz hinna and dear wanwan!!this are my peeps man..my boys and my gurls..seriouzlii..w/o tem i tink my poly lyf wld have just gone down the drain!!..so yeah..my babes and i wore our buisness shirt..in yellow..and the boys were suppose to wear wif us..BUT becoz of sanji..hu happened to not wash his clothes tht day...so the boys decide to wear white top and blck pants..expt my lil andrew hu wore his buisnnes shirt wif us..muhhaa..and yeah the other 3 boys will have to make it up to us man..arghh..how could dey..so yar...basicallyy...this is my peeps frm 1L05..the ones tht i adore, love and cherrish...yeah..even if the boys wnt say it out loud lyk me..but deep dwn we just kno tht we're so lyk together bonded inside..JUST THE 7 OF US!~the peeeps tht makes me smile and needed and tey make it all worth while to cum to schl..whheeee~~~tnkz u hott peeps!!thnk u so muchh..and true frm my heat.. i LOVE u guys.
btw im lyk sooo looking forward for tml's drama!!i soo wanna shine mann!!!but gosshh..i dunno if i willl...errmmm..drama is lyk soo important to me..lyk so!!its lyk my passionn..and i realli wanna do well in it..making my dream come true!!!living to appriciatee arts..gosh..other thn tht..tml my gurls and i are wearing blackk..gosh..i hope tht hinna got our msges man..babe..i really hope u got it..and yar..were gonna bring our soft toy tml..see...i so love my babes man..whee~ and yar..today wanwan bought for me a ferrero flower and i bought one for her...haaa..thnx women..haaa..hinna got her's frm joseph hu bought it for her..gosh gurl..haaa..and yeahh..i kno my gurls are waiting for tml too..*ehemehem* gurls we need to shine man..haaa...
otw home..wanwan and me had a chat..and yeahh..i kno her real truth now..goshh..love isnt jus working for the both of us..and i dunn wanna love or make assumtions or love sumone hu love sumone eles or love someone hu my fren love..i just cant play tis game nimorree..i wanna be reallii saeriouz bout tis..no more hurts pleasshh...we jus wanna love and be loved bck..guess all we hv to do is to WAIT..but for how long more?..even i have no ans to tht...

yeahh..i'm reallii missing my fjs peeps mann...goshh..i wanna kish them and hugg tem..and yeah tml is putera's b'day..i reallii dunno wad to do..haaa..and btw..i've been sick for lyk days..its killing me mann....realli killing me..to the core...goshh


wish me well~~
till den
with hearts
fima darlinGg

you will never be replaced ;
2:50 PM

lyf? poly? ..ouh where do i strt..
k..for the long lost info on me..
im in law and mangement nw in temasek poly..yeahh!!
my new frens tht are so the worth while ar..wanwan..hinnaa...this ar my gurls...sabar..andrew..sanji..and eurrm kenneth..this are my boys...i so love these peeps..they make me laugh and smlie no matter wad..gosh..they are frens to die for!...gosh..poly lyf...sux..i wananananaanan CRY!!pleasshh..i cant take any more of independence learning and all ..aiyaahhhh...but there are other thngs tht are cooll in poly...and yeah..as a freshiee u gatteaa check out all tis boys..but nah..none lyk me...haha..im uglyy..thts why..haha..but i just love checking them outt...they are some to DIE for..others just a blahh...and some are just veri,veri nice people... my deeaar SL...goshhh...im speechless..he's lyk soo nice to my class..super nice...and i love his eyess....u cn strare in them lyk forever..ahaz..i tink im droolinngg..hahazz..nahh...sowish...*blushblush*..
but one of my senior lyks me..haa..and he told me..tht..i mean wad do i say..he lyks sumone eles too ryt??well..love isnt realli doing its magic on me..esp at a tym lyk tis..when everyting is so down the drain..i wish my lyf isnt this bad at all..i wished my luck would not be tis way...blahh..hate my lyf now..realliii...

other thn tht..i ting i absolute love is tht im in drama..finallii ..im living to fufil my passion..gosh..but i did behave lyk a daymm loud goink in drama at my ferst day..even i cnt believe what i did..BUT yeahh..i was fun ok!!!at least thts wad i get frm people..my peeps and me are fun people..esp love wanwan, hinna and hid...u rawwwkk my werlld in drama bytchesss..hahaa..gosh gurllsss..tkn god u guys were ther..love u guys man...in tis shrt tym..esp u hid..bytch u..always fighting wif me..wanna compete in evryting isit..muahaha i will win..haha..uhh yaehhh..my drama president..fadzley..yeahh..he rawwkk ttooo..he's cool..he followed me on wif my lameness wen i chat wif him...hahahaa..yaehh..he's MULTI-talented btw..he dance, act and i esp love the fact tht he sings and play the guitarr..haha..i wish to be lyk him..haha!i wanna play the guitar..oyhh yar..im learning..but not at tis current moment..i aso love the other peeps in drama tec..lyk tht jared...haha..he's cute..tht gurls who realli kno hw to shaakee..and my law seniorss...mato and ashwin..and their previous president kay..she lyk veri nice!!!..i guess i wld love drama man..to the coree..

so today wad happened in class was horiible..i dunno y i din wanna talk to andrew..just felt lyk i din wan too..i knoo...childish..den yer..disscccuusssiioooonnn!!about class..goshh..dread tht..haha..i tink my new class..1L05..is gonna break..hw?i dun wann lehh..now realli fell lyk cyingg.........things are going bad for me..lyk realliiii bad for me..and worse...im missing my mommy and daddy at indonesia...i need a hugggg..pleasshhhh......goshhh...


love me pleashshhshshshshs sumone!!
till den
loads of hearts
~fima darlinGg

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2:50 PM

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. Okay tag at least 5 ppl. Ready?Start!

#01 nurul..sista
#02 wanwan
#03 ida
#04 melissa
#05 rosiiee
#06 illaahhh!!
#07 acap
#08 putera
#09 malek
#10 adli
#11 ferhan
#12 hidayah
#13 hinnaa
#14 farhan
#15 yaziidd #17 sabar
#18 joseph
#19 kenneth
#20 xing ning

Now for the questions:
#01 How did you meet 14? forever i guess...he my lil broo..an iriitating one..

#02 What would you do if you never met 1?i'd diee!!!she my lyf man...i cnt imagine my lyf wifout my stuooppiidd sistarr

#03 What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? malek & xing ning..gosh..they dun even kno ech other..and shes attached..goshh..i'd laugh till my intestine fallls out..haha..

#04 Did you ever like 19? hw do u define lyk?he's a nice boy..my poly classmate..tht its babe..

#05 Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? haaa..for startes both are attached...and they dun kno each other..soo..nah..#06 and #10 would be a wow!!

#06 Describe 3. goshh..i reallii miss this army babe..seriouzlli..we had alot of tyms together..hw do i put it in wrds nw? i just miss her..more thn evr!

#07 Do you think 8 is attractive? yeah..in his own way..i find him a wow..dun ask y...i just

#08 Tell me something about 7.he was my male bestfrennnn....i miss him to the coree...

#09 Do you know any of 12's family? nah~~shes a new fren in poly..but she says i look lyk her cuzzyy..fifi..

#10 What's 8's favourite? i wanna say me..but i dunno..haaa..i guess his tym alone to tink..he really lyk tht

#11 What would you do is 18 just confessed he/she likes you? haaa...im not his type..and hes not my type...joseph..go for tht make over aittee??

#12 What language does 15 speak? errrmm..malay.english.and his own language i guess..haha

#13 Who is 9 goin out with? goshhh.. i wish i kno tht answer..haa...i dunnoo..haven talk to him in ages!!wad u tink?shld i ask??

#14 How old is 16 now? 16+

#15 When was the last time you talked to 13? on fridayy..singing togethr at the bus stp!

#16 What's number 2's favourite band/singer?stepahine sun..gosh..and they say she looks lyk her too..and where is shre nw?shes suppose to be here nw..

#17 Would you ever date 4? mel?yaeh..sure..y not mel huh?..i miss u..

#18 Would you ever date 7? acappp..maybee..haaa...well..he had dating history wif my *ehemehem*..so hw too..

#19 Is 15 single? yeah....i tink so larr...

#20 What's 10's last name? i dunno reallliii..i just got to kno her...haa...

#21 Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?..haaa..im on the phone wif him noww...haa..he lyks sumone,so nah...and hes lyk my clone scarrryy!!

#22 What skool does 3 go to? privateee~~

#23 Where does 6 live? bukti panjanggg!!i miss u babe

#24 What's your favourite thing about 5? rosiiieeee!!everyitng..i love her crappy-ness..i cn laugh wif herr..

#25 Have you seen 1 naked? yeahhh...alotalotalotalot of tymss!!

Now to tag 5 people:
#01 sistaa lulu..
#02 errmmm...ferhann
#03 errmm..apiizz
#04 errmm.. haiiyyaahh..fahmyy
#05 ermm... kak yanna


plzPS: if the 5 ppl never post this in their blog they will have lifetime of curse!!!

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6:00 AM