Sunday, June 18, 2006
wheeee~~so production is finally ovr and the week is cuming to an end!!!!weehhheeeeeeeeeeee~i guess the freshies were ok in helping out..thnks to igggyyy..hahaha..ure lyk the coolesstt..haha..the production itslf was a sucess..good job to the seniors..wheee~~finnally ovr wif the waking up in the morning and stufff~~hee~~
im soo beat now..lyk practcally a walking dead zombeeiii...*be frighten*...hehes...anywayyyyyy...im so mad!!!!!my fon is sooo spoilt..idiot larr...tis is lyk the 4th fon ive got..i lost 1 and spoilt 3 including tis one. ..nice ryt...i tink im not faited to hold fons..argghh..but tell me now hw do my peeps wana gt me?haha..i aso dunnoo..mommy dun wanna buy me new fon coz she say i wnt kno hw to use it and will spoil it agn!!!!HELPPPPP !!!tis sux lar..but wadever larrrr...jus survive w/o it ferst..at least no monthly bill to face wif ltr..hahah...so yeahhh..fon dead !!
so my mom is sick now..asthma i tinkk..i wish papa wld stp smoking..its reallii bad..oreadi bad for the kids..lyk me coz i hv sinus and my small bros..now tings are wrse wif my mom sick and all..one day im gonnaa hide all his cigaratte pck..hahha..*evil fima on the loosee*..i dunno lar..i hear her cough veri scrd..dunnoo wad to do..but she'll be betterrr....to the peeps out there who smokess plz look ard and see who u are actualii infectin..stp being selfish..passive smokers are affected..muhahahahaha..soo glad fadz dnt smoke..hehz.~
speaking of whichh..haha..2 more days and he's cuming back..wooohooo~~cnt wait to see the lembuu..wanna see if he gain weight..i hope he does..hahah~~sooo cnt wait for monday to see him~~weeehheee.. meeeemiissiinngghhiimmmlkkyyymmaaddd~~
so yeahh..basicallii lyf is up to there for me..well even so some thoughts juz love to linger in my head....friends i must say..how wld u kno if they are true to u..u see ppl bytching abt ppl all the tym..bckstabbings and stuff.hw u kno u're not the victim?cn u really be sure of those u hang ard wif or mix wif.can u really trust the ppl ard tht u see.maybe some are real but to wad xtend cn u turst tht its real?some may envy u but nvr say, some may hate u but they keep it.i'd rather ppl be frank and say.coz vengence is not nice if it comes frm me.see many tyms in lyf u face wif ppl either u hate or u love.not many ppl behave the way you want them too.and its sad and den u hate.but at these tyms ppl fail to see yet the otr side of them.the good or the potential they have.i dun tink its ryt to hate sumone.bytching myt be human nature but stp when nessary.bcoz the more u bytch abt sumone,the more u see the ugly side of them,the more stains u see in them and den as innocent as they are,u strt to hate em.den there are thoes who u just trust so much and den just they let u dwn.den u begin to wonder.do i actaulli matter?wad if i wasnt here wld anyone miss me or even care?den at these tym u will refct on lyf and hw much frens realli matter..den wen u're sad u see lyf in a differnt prespective.hw importnt frens are?not realli improtant .u cn survive w/o ppl lyk tem.but hw important ar true frns?verii..this is where u put ur trust and ur heart.to tis ppl u hv to be true.take care of their hearts and nvr hurt it.in lyf this true frens are hard to find.but wen found they are the best of thm all.so yarr..tht wad i tink.i love my frens.alot.
so till den
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg..
awaiting for his return..<<33s
