Wednesday, June 28, 2006
wad have u done??honestly.i sream i shout i walk awy.but haven u walked awy too.i dunt wanna tlk abt the past.but there i was at my limit.yet unkonwingly of wad i did,i
apologized.u nvr say u nvr tell.hw do u xpect me to undersntd all and u.so now i dun undersntd.so now im stupid.but wad abt u.if u undrstnd it i wldnt be angry.if u analzye, i wldnt scream.how was i suppose to kno abt a dym ting wen u dunt say.yes i was angry.yes i was mad.yes i did try to undrstnd.but it just wasnt clear.wad was ur ferst line wen u pick up my call.tell me.wad hv u said to me wen u ferst saw me.hw shall i try to undrsntd wen u dnt. u keep making it snd lyk as if tht 10 was important.and cld u just leave me a msg to say where were u.waiting for u lyk a crazy person.thinking tht u had forgotten.praying tht u wldnt.streesing myslf up to find u.but where were u all tht tym.cnt a simple msg be sent to ask me to hold on.insted i was in the dark.just sitting there all alone and worried sick.and wen u came.agn u said tht line.i was worried sick and then u mentioned it agn.and i just wanted to end the conversation.then u nvr said anyting wen i wanted to leave.u just walk awy and stnd sumwhere.how was i to kno.u nvr told me.hw do i undrsntd wen u nvr tld me.maybee u shld learn to undrstnd too.wad did u undrstnd?tht i waited for alng tym?is tht all.im not even angry becoz of tht.understnd.any yes i was RUDE!
