I have to sayy..so just leemme pour my hearts put.ingnore tis pst if u must.
Ok.tnks for thee cheer -ups.really appreciate it.tnkz guyss.orryttt..my post for now
Soryy abt the mixed up abt the blog just nw.was at schl free lab.haaa.and yahh..the comp gt prob I tinkk..so yeah....
Lyf lyf lyf ...sux sux sux.tis has got to be lyk ab bad week for me or sumting.lyk im dwn at the bottom of my roller coster life. dwn dwn dwn.well guess wad?im tired of it. I wanna step up agn.feel the brezzeee agn.will I? wads stping me? Wads bothering me? I dunno.I just dun.not tht I cnt LOVE.trust me I cn.I cnt shw it.lyk really.maybe as I said b4 I cnt express myself.
Well..boys...I love u all.yesh…yes I will talk to u..its hardd..it just EGO.I love u guys.and I do wanna talk to u guys..heeeee....just either gimme tym or keep trying harder..hahaha.....look..the one ting I love is an apology ryt to my face.so say it ok? infrnt of hinna and wan wan to.love u guys. My big bro sanji, abg sabar, twinnie Kenneth and small bro, Andrew..ok.....tym .jus a lil more....cn..love u guys..tnks for tagginggg..u guys o me chocolateee....

Ryt..now..sharing feeling tyms aiteee...

See.theres tis gurl .happy wif wad she has.loving everyitng.but then her head just wldnt rest wen her heart oredii did.happiness nvr easily comes her way u see.....so wen it comes thre's juz,a lil ting in her mind whisper..shld u hv tis happiness.....actions she has tht dnt refeclt her thoughts.ego she has tt dun shw her heart.temper he as tht dnt shw her love.see mayb sumting is wrng wif her.insanity.ppl say shes paranoid.tht she really is.
So tis lil gurl tried to change. for her lover, she brush awy the lil thought. For her heart, she brush awy the fear. but her temper, she kept. becoz tis is who she is, who she was and who she'll be. And for once aftr her change, shes angry becoz of her temper, becoz wad pissed her off .it myt be a lil too late.her lover oredii too tired of her paranoid behavior to tired to see her temper agn.
Broken into millions she sits alone.nt knowing if her smile is real.nt knoing abt the truth within. She prays to god to set her free.nt to let the "devil" inside breathe. She prays to god tht she wasn't tis way.whishing tht wad happened cld be erased.hopping tht the light wld come shining in agn. But she kno shes too much..always asking for more.always hoping to sore. No one hears her prayers. Her heart pounding soo hard. No one cares. her lyf so unfair.so she ask herself, if I were to die tonight, will any one notice tml??..if I diee tonite.will anyone bother ?will her lover be there too see her.will he hv tears in his eyes.
Tdy her lover said he's tired.he use to say he wnt be.tdy her lover questioned her love.he nvr does tht b4.tdy she shall say wad she wans to and need to.she just hv too.coz she loves him so much tt shes dying inside now. So the lil girl said in heart.....

To who ever who care,pls kno tht I love him.tht I hurt him a lot.yes I do.but pls dun take him awy frm me.help me make him smile coz tht brightens my wrld.help me pray for him so he cn be happy oways.help me tell him tht I wan him happy.
To him, u kno I tld u tis b4.to love u is the hardest thig to do and yet I do becze if its wrng lemme be wrng.if its hard lemme suffer.I kno re hurting too.just lyk me.I dun wan u to be tis way.I wan u happy.I love u.love u love u.more thn anyting.I jus wan u to be happy now. Plz.listen to ur heart and wad it has to say.
To me, I will be ok. I kno I will. i love him and i always will.

so the lil girl went awy.she ended her stry.love her lover she oways will.

so till den

wif the lil gurl

fima darlinGg

PS: i love my homiessssssss