firstly i wanna say..plz ignore tis post.its redundent.

ever felt lyk ur just not good enuf for the wrld.lyk the expectaions of the ppl ard u is just too much.lyk wad u do just isnt enuf to make sumone smile.ever felt lyk the feeling inside u is eating u up.the stupid stuff tht just wont go awy still lingers in ur head.have u ever felt inferior abt minor stuff.lyk ure nvr gonna be good enuf and u keep pushing urslf till dere no end.u wannna prove to sumone but u ask urslf wad the point.ever felt lyk u are a useless person.u keep upsetting the ppl ard even if u din mean too.ever find tht u nvr kno hw to express urslf and the wrds tht come out are just all so wrng and u jus worsen the situaion.
maybe i just aint good enuf.maybe i just demand too much.wat i wan i shall not wan to share,even wif the closest fren wad more jus ppl i kno.i feel a ton of emotion wen tings dnt go my way.den the tings i just have got to say.my sarcasam all just add up to it.and i nvr kno how to stop.sumtyms wad i say i nvr tink before it.at these tyms i will regert it.ppl hate me for this.why cnt i control my emotions well.i dun wish to let go of anyting i have now.-my famili, my sec sch frens-ida,mel,rosie esp + the guys, my 2 babes-wanwan and hinna, my drama bytches-hidayah and fifi esp + the otr freshies, my home boys-sanji,sabar,kenneth and andrew.(im angry wif u guys but note tht i love u guys to the core.i was angry bcoz i need to kno where we stnd). and lastli, my dearieee fadz.nvr actalli felt lyk tis b4~
to thoes whom ive hurt and will hurt later on..im sorryyyyy for the imperfectionS in me.i love u guys alot and pls dun give up on me.im too much i kno..but just a lil more plz..hang on..



so till den.
wif loads of hearts
fima darlinGg
i love love daeriiieee...

you will never be replaced ;
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