Thursday, May 25, 2006
wad if my smiles were
fake?my laughter was
made up?..wad wld
u do to cheer me up?...gossh..lyf have been TOOOOOO
"fair" to me..im having some fun tyms yet the
stress behind it all ..the pain inside..ish..cnt take it anymore..too much stress..so many projects, due dates, OP and meeting and meetings...i cnt..a slacker i have been for 16 yrs of my lyf and all of a sudden i have to cahnge my ways..gosh..unfair man..i cnt even do things at my own way..always bz wif stuff~ tis and tht and stuff beyond poly..blerrgghhh..STRESSS..the one thing i cnt handle..bluekkk~
i hate it..ish....who ever said poly is easy..im gonna kill 'em..arrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!...& btw i did breakdown bcoz of tis...ish..i kno its soo childish..but i cnt help it, im emotional and crying makes me feel betterr...just cheer me up wif ice-cream or chocolate...haaa~~wheee~
so todayy..i went retro wif my gurls..woohooo..~~yeahh..the stares we got in schl..muhahaha...its kinndddaa cool to lyk set ur own fashion style and walk in it with pride.honestlii even if we dress the same theme we still l0ok diff..raainnbow wif her rockish style..honey wif her sweet sense and me wif my street wearrr..yeahh..woohhoo...hahah..well the bad part of today's fashion statement was SKIRTS....i mean i dnt do well in skirts...seriouzlii..ugly..not me..hahha..but yeah..i did wear a skirt today..hahahahaha,,how i look?~lyk an idiot~~~~~im sooo happy wif honey and rainbow now..nvr thought i cld find any bestfrenz lyk 'em sooo fast..muhahaha...
so today i din eat properlii agn..seriouzlii..its not tht i dun wanna eat..just tht this few days i just cant eat..lyk the food is there staring at me but my stomach just refuses to take it..so this few days my food to keep me strng is .....~~~CHOCOLATE!!!!!yeahhhh..dnt tell me to stp eating this pleasshh..hahaha
so..me and wan prepared our CCN day stuff but trust me we still have a long way too go before we finish it ..and we have to finish by lyk friday..haha..wadever larr...erruumm..we were at the libaryy just now and sat wif kenneth and sanji and talk soo deeeeeppppp..hahaha...love thoes guys..they just make my day..haa beside of coz the gurls and spideyy..hahaha...i guess we are just glad to have each other..muahhaha...frenss lyk tis seriouzlii are worth all my tym..hahaha...the best part is this part of the conversation:~
fima: meet him one day
sanji: yeh..ask him to come see us one day..
fima:sure...
sanji:.........if i kno he's a bastard i would beat him up..(hands doing veri violent action..haha)
hahha..nvr thought they wld care so muchh..hahahahahaha..soo shweettt..haha
i did meet fadz for lyk a while in the libary and yeahh..he had rehersal..oh yeh....fadz spoilt his bagg..almost got hit by a car..wore a girls t-shirt and l0st his handphone todayy....bad day for him i guess...dont worryy aitee...its all gonna turn out ok..just why are u so careleess..?how to contact u...ish..haha..but seriouzlii fadz..i guess the othr part of the day did turn out well..
so otw hm ..my head was lyk serioussllllyyy spinningg...hahaha..i dunno why..im lyk having spins nowadays..guess tooo streessss..lol..hahaha..and in the single-decker-full bus wanwan decide tht she wans to do her CCN stuff there..ishh..hahaha..yeahh..
so today was boring ..no nuting..just a few ups here and there and shock too.haha..oh yahhh..btw if u lky to read my bloog and gossip bout it behind my back, pleasshh stp being chlidish..dun u hv ur own lyf to worry abt..and yeh..taggg me and shw it to my face tht u actualliii are bytching abt my lyf..gosh..are ur lyfs out there boring enuff tht u guys just have to bytch abt the lyf's of the other ppl.??.STUPID FOOLS..ishh!!
so till den
wif loads of heartss..
fima darlinGg..
waiting for pleasent surpirse...waiting for happy moments...
