feeling:::::::--angry.happy.mad.lost.blur.weird.but basicallyyy..i really am CONFUSED!!!...i dunno if i shld be happy or sad or angry or jealous or noisy or mad or pissed or sorry or bad or jovial or lost or loud or fake or ...a lot more...sooo.. todayy..i found bck my appitite..i ate 3 sndwtchs.1 chicken chop.1 plate of mommys cooking.conflakes too.happy and glad tht im bck to normal.knowing tht there's nuting wrng wif me.but sad coz i kno im gonna put on weight agn..coz gosh..i eat alot.alot.alot.abit lyk rainbow.trust me!!
wad eles happened...eerruumm..went earliee to schl to do our Lcom OP..was lyk so trying our best to do well.feeling tht tym.stressed.then a hero came to the picture.she was going ard giving ppl free red bull.woohhoo..realii neede it tht tym.just qunched my thirst and gave me energy.feeling tht tym.high.so ltr went to class .POM.everyone strted talking abt Lcom tutor.mrs lim.and tht some went on to lodge a complaint on her to mr ferlin and all.i was shocked tht tht happenedbut yeh.also i was scrd tht mrs lim wld not come to class or come to scld us.feeling tht tym.depressed.at POM aso hinna was lyk sick.gosh.pitty her man.and i was lyk so scrd for her.feeling tht tym.worried.then went for lunch at jupiter's.ate abit.felling tht tym.nice.saw fadz for awhile.feeling tht tym.happy.went up to outside Lcom class to practice my OP.feeling tht tym.nervous.mrs lim came went to class den she talked abt the complaint.feeling tht tym.depressed.our grp insisted tht she see our OP coz we reallii wanted to kno where we sntd.during OP i talk crap.feeling tht tym.nervous.aftr OP went to talk to mrs lim.she said tht we were good and we got b+ each.feeling.happy.went out of class rejoiced wif my girls.feeling tht tym.excited.rainbow did well today and when talking to her.feeling tht tym.proud.den went to itas eat meet drama peeps.feeling tht tym.crazee.den went to meet fatin.steeled some stuff wif her.feeling tht tym.pisseed.finished talking.feeling tht tym.relief.meet fadz agn.feeling tht tym.ok.found out some shitty stuff.feeling tht tym.idiotic.went hm.got msg frm melissa.bad msg.feeling tht tym.idiotic.at hm.went to friendstr see me testi and my bloogg by mel.feeling tht tym.stressed.talk on the fon wif fadz for awhile.feeling tht tym.blurr.
see..im having mixed feelings tdy seriouzliii..first to clear things up.mel i realli do miss u guys even i dun msg u guys or wad.my lyf mow is good and i asssume urs is too.look realli am sorry i din take the initiative to call u guys ferst.but gurl.u were bz too and u kno hw its lyk.so pleash.realli am sorrii..u guys are still my best friends.i cross my heart to tht.
nxt..im just basicallii piisssed wif me..i wann thing to be a lil diff now..guess i ask to much coz wen things dun go my way my anger inside just flush itslf out.guess im just pissed wif how things are.and tht maybe jealousyy had to do alot wif wads been happening today..


so mixed up now..
so till den
wif hearts
fima darlinGg
~fadz sorry tht i was typing tis and din layan u on the fon.i wanted to get my feeling out ferst.and u were talking to ur frens too~~love my lembuu...

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